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2008-08-11T12:30:00.001+08:00

Changed my blog website.. =) http://www.starshiningonme.blogspot.com/

2007-12-26T10:34:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

it's been a long time since i posted an entry..
was busy wif sch stuff and exams after tt i was juz lazy to blog and my com juz had to choose during the holidays to break down.. and now 2007 is comin to a close.. and im movin closer to the 20s.. OMG!!! after this year i would no longer be a teen!! *sob sob*

moving on....
so here i am now.. wif my 101st post..
and of all the places to blog such a memorable milestone..
im now bloggin frm work..
juz completed some tasks and waiting for more to come.. *sigh*

a quick update of the events tt happened recently..

my cousin juz got married last sun at meritus mandarin.. was so romantic.. haha.. he was singin some english oldies on the stage to welcome the bride into the venue though it was abit too long for my liking it was still so romantic and there were bubbles tt preceded the bride.. it ws so cool!! haha.. and the MCs for the nite made him come up wif three reasons y the bride should married him and he was like made to say the first reason twice because he was too shy to say it out loudly the first few times and the first was "coz i love her", the second was "coz she love mi" and the third was coz they love each other or something.. *awww..... so sweet*haha..

and i become an aunt for the 9th and 10th time.. all within a month.. felt so old all of the sudden.. haha.. would try to post photos of my nieces.. haha.. maybe i should post photos of all 10 of them here!! but.... it's juz a thought onli.. haha..

anyway.. results would be released on the 28th..
im sooOooo not looking foward to gettin my results back.. and we had to register modules for next sem and i could only choose one elective as i already had 5 pre-registered subs this sem and the taking an elective is onli if i wan to overload.. the worst thing tt happened during the sub registeration was i couldn't access to the internet frm home and had to used my mom's office com to register.. but nth beats this.. we have to at least have 3 modules on the waiting list or we would be considered for the modules we placed on the waitin list only after those who had at least three modules on the waitin list.. which means the chance of gettin my electives are super slim since the two electives i chose are of the popular courses.. *sigh*

2007-09-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

while i was lamentin bout the brain drain yesterdae i forgot to mention one veri impt thing.

there's goin to be a week long holi after next week!!

woohoo!!

though some of the time would be to catch up on some readings tt im laggin behind in HL102 and HL104, most of the time would be rest and relax.
im sooooooooo lookin forward to tt little recess.

anyway movin on to wat happened todae.
had my pschye tutorial this morn.
and all of a sudden i find myself in the wrong class.
hav been in the wrong class since the start of the sem when tutorial sessions started.
my tutorial room was supposed to be at 117 and i keep goin to 111..

the reason for this blurness?
i actually changed my tutorial lesson frm 111 to 117 and i din even realise it till i checked wif another timetable tt was printed veri long ago.
tink tt's prob due to the same timin and same slot the tutorials are.

okie.
watever.
im jux findin some excuse for my sotong behaviour.
been in tt denial stage for a veri long time.
its time to move on to the acceptance state.

Or not.

tink tt's the most interestin thing tt happened to mi todae.
other den the tutorial of HL104 is gettin much interestin.
which to some ppl would be super yawn yawn stuff.

but hey.
its a biiggg improvement frm the start where the tutorial is onli bout the askin and answerin of qns.

*sigh*
time to go back to doin my assignments and research qns.
had another assignment assigned todae.
but the dateline is next month.
so its not quite as urgent as the essay assignment for HW101 next week, abstract for HL104 and which im laggin behind others by a little coz the word i chose to focus was in the prof words "too obvious".

wat the hell.
so now i hav to look for another word or phrase and hope it doesnt get shoot down again by tt "too obvious" comment.

2007-09-12T23:16:00.001+08:00

I HATE WEDNESDAYS!!!

its THE super drainin dae i had in my whole week.
discussed all the methodolgies in HL104.
some of which are totally confusin.

like today's structralism, post-structralism and deconstruction.
it totally boggles the mind.
with its binary relationships, and how the opposites of a word is wat makes the word havin the power it has like how masculinity is powerfully only because it builds on the framework of feminity(the exclusion of wat's feminine..), the focus of the lack of identity of a word like lie which means its the untruth, so tt means tt there's no definite meaning for the word lie builds itself on wat it's not.

and the best thing bout deconstruction?
u would always hav to refer back to the institutions that dictates wat the "privileged" word in the pair and wat is not.
and the power of the ppl who decides wat's "privileged" and wat's not?
its given to them by us, the indiviuals.

confusing? i tink tt's the main purpose of this methodolgy.
to frustrate ppl and make ppl's brain do aecrobatics.
tink i would juz shut up here bout this confusin methodology when i still can.

another thing tt's not nice bout wed?
the rushin out of research qn for the same mod.
its always the case of coopin ourselves all in the library for some last min work on our research qn and the rushin to the tutorial room.
but i tink tt's wat bonds the class together?(or at least the grp of ppl i hang out wif. this and eatin together.)

oh wells.
i need to hit the sack.
havin early lessons tmr and a full dae startin at 930 and endin onli at 530.
but lucky for mi the startin of lessons at 930 on thurs are fornightly or else i can die frm too much brain drain in two daes.

and i hav a pschye quiz next mon which i haven not started preparin.
bloody hell.
tink i reaaaaallli should stop here and stock up on more brain juices for tmr.

2007-08-31T22:36:00.000+08:00

long time since i last blog.. sch has started for a month..
quite busy wif sch work and all the readings..
so din realli hav time to sit down and blog.. plus wif all those readings piling up its kinda hard to cope.. =/

*stress*

i would be havin some pschy mid term paper in another 18 daes!!
*haix*
i dun even hav time to read thru all my lit stuff not to say my elective.. haix..

i need more time!!!!

hmm...
okie.. quick update of my tutorials..

my HL101 tutor is a mass comm major.. has a PHD(or is it master?) in somethin tt's related to mass comm.. as he doesnt hav a traditional background in lit(in his words) he's quite recpetive to ideas tt we hav to make the class more interestin.. haha..

HL104 tutor is quite fun in lecture but attendin his tutorial is quite stress..=\
he takes the participation part in class quite seriously.. he expects everyone to speak up in class.. so need to rack the brain hard to tink of qns to ask or to ans his qns..
my pschye elective tutor is quite fun.. haha.. had alot of fun in her class.. but its onli every fortnightly..

HL102 tutor is bad.. i dun understand wat he's tokin bout half the time in lecture coz i tink he has a veri wierd accent to begin wif and he mumbles alot to himself.. but this week's tutorial wasnt tt bad.. coz we had to memorise the first first 12 line in Chaucer's The General Prologue which is in middle English.. so he made us read the lines out loud in class and we were to translate the middle English to modern English and its to be grammatically correct.. haha.. created alot of laughs when we started readin the poem.. coz the pronucations of words are not the same even though the words may look simliar.. but it realli made mi respect him alot.. he seems to read it effortlessly while we are all strugglin to..

Craft of writing which teaches us how to write concisely and to "unclutter" our writin is quite fun but veri hard.. haha.. i cant differentiate my nouns fmr my verbs.. i juz noe how to use it!! so im still in the process if learnin.. haha..

i tink tt's all for now.. i need to start on my readin!! haha..

2007-08-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

had my freshman welcome day todae. had a super early mornin session which started at 922..(wierd timing coz of the registration and stuff.. haha..) anyway was quite borin wif the talks and everythin.. though i like the asst prof's speech quite funny and animated.. haha..

i tink its coz i haven not been in a lect for like 7? 8? months all the things tt was said went in one ear and came out of the other w/o any passage to my brain. kind of in a daze.. or maybe is it coz its too early in the mornin for my brain to start working? haha..

my session ended at 10 plus. wasnt too bad.. except for the last part of the talk which was done by the HSS club president.. erm.. let's juz say his pronuncation isnt too accurate and was abit awakward listenin to him talk.. maybe its coz of nerves.. anyway we had a tea reception after the talks.. wasnt in the mood to eat so early in the mornin so i gave it a miss.. but saw the way Qimin ate.. the food wasnt too bad i guess.. haha..

split into small divisons and had our division gatherin?.. anyway my course consists primarily of female students wif onli a few male species present.. haha.. kinda expected i tink.. dun ask mi y oso.. i wun noe.. haha..

but my session was quite fun and entertainin.. lol.. anyway it ended quite early.. at around 12.. so went to meet alicia at lt1a and had free lunch!! haha.. din hav enuff time to finish it though.. lol.. was too rush and im a slow eater.. lol.. after tt had to pei alicia for another talk.. was surprisin to find ppl actually slpin at the talk.. hello? this is supposed to be ur talk and u are actually slpin? cant realli believe it..

had a tour round sch after tt b4 we procceded to nanyang aud for our welcome dae for freshman(and ladies..haha..) like some segements of the programme like the light up wif our torchlights and we get to wear some gown.. haha.. kinda cool.. had another tea reception after the talks.. (i tink i spent the whole dae in sch eatin w/o spendin a single cent) the food wasnt too bad.. but i din get to eat the chocolate eclaire..=(

saw grace and evelyn.. had a fun time catchin up.. haha.. and we decided to walk back home after the tea recieption ended (we were the last few to leave and had ate quite alot of stuff, took the balloons as well!!! hahaha..) but in the end we couldnt find our way to the yunan garden.. (hey.. we are freshies mahz.. of coz dunno the place la.. haha..) anyway i oso lead them to the wrong place as well..my bad my bad>.<

so by the time i reached home i was totally exhuasted still am tired now.. haha.. tink its oso partly due to tt badminton session yesterdae.. made my whole dae lumped into a full ball of excruciatin pain wif the so mani steps to take todae.. tink the muscle aches would last for quite some time yet.. o man!! my bdae this year would be onli pain and muscle aches.. =(

2007-08-01T13:09:00.000+08:00

yea!!! its the start of a new month.. hahaha.. and my bdae's onli 3 daes away..=)

anyway woke up bright and early todae to do my matriculation thingy.. and found out tt the sub registration is onli open on the 7th aug and todae is juz purely matriculatin and to add additional core modules or major PEs.. dotz.. wasted my slp and time.. haha.. somemore dunno y had a restless nite last nite and keep wakin up.. haha.. onli went to slp finally at around 6 plus( i tink.. judgin frm the coolness of the room) and huggin my smelly blanket after tuggin it away frm my mom who "stole" it!! hahaha..

but got woken up 3 hours later to a melodious tune of my alarm.. -.-

tt is after hittin the snooze button for 4 times.. hahaha..

and i tink i finally got hold of the whole concept of the registration thingy.. haha.. but still blur.. its like super lots of procedures to follow and stuff.. and im like still scracthin my head in wonder.. haha.. so if anyone can help mi.. pls extend a helpin hand.. would be greatly appreciated. haha.. no rewards though.. purely voluntary basis.. haha..

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got a call frm my mom juz now.. super touched.. almost cried...
she sounded so tired coz of the end month and start month of the billing.. and she was still concerned bout how my registration went.. she even told mi not to look for tuition to supplement my allowances if i realli cannot take the workload.. but i would wanna lighten her burden.. coz now both mi and my bro are in teritary insitutions and the expenses are like super high.. so if we both were to depend solely on her salary it would be hard for her to make ends meet wif bills to pay.. and even though she said its okie.. she still can afford i cant help but wanna lighten her load by not gettin my allowances frm her.. but i dunno whether i hav the ability to do so or rather the capabitlities.. *haix*

2007-07-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

hmm.. suddenly the writtin bug bit mi on my fat ass.. haha.. tt's y im updatin my blog the second time this week.. or maybe its tt kinda buy one get one free bug.. haha..

and todae's the last dae of july!!!
which makes my total entries for the whole of july to be....
*drum rolls*
2

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haha.. anyway went out wif zee huey todae.. she changed alot!!! looks veri girl now.. haha.. guess ppl owas get it rite.. nu da shi ba bian!!! haha..
the outin was quite fun i tink.. not too bad.. there wasnt any bad or awkward moments.. haha.. kinda nice to noe tt we can still tok till the cows fly and not hav pregnant pauses in btw where ppl try to tok to feel the space.. quality time and not quantity time at work here?

and i bought a new bag.. kinda first time for mi here.. coz the colour of the bag is.......
*drum rolls again*
GOAL!!!
i mean GOLD!!! >.<
kinda auntie colour but its not tt bad more yellow den gold the auntie gold la.. haha.. would show u the pic of the bag when i carry it for my first dae of sch!!! haha..

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gettin irritated at the transitlink office... went to the online website to check whether i can make my student concession and the bloody screen showed
Your record could not be found. Please note that only full-time matriculated undergraduates/diploma students from approved tertiary institutions and who are neither sponsored by nor receiving an allowance from any organisation, are eligible for the Tertiary Student ez-link card.

*grrrr*

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maybe gettin my first tuition assignment.. haha.. if the parents approve of my "qualifications" if its successful den i would be teachin at jurong east.. A and E maths.. *groans*
not my strongest subs.. but still can make it though i need to go revise it again.. (tot i would finally get rid of maths.. din expect it to pop up for the course of my job*haix*)
kinda scared.. wif lots of worries.. wat if the person's results werent too bad afterall den after i teached her her results went downhill? somemore its the o lvl year for my tutee.. and i dunno whether i can work out a miracle for her within such a short period of time... and wat if i fail?
OMG... so mani worries and so little ans.. *haix*.. super scared tt the qns she asked i dunno how to ans.. wat to do den? how?How?HOw? HOW?!?
*arghhhh*
*stressed*

2007-07-30T14:00:00.000+08:00

wah.
been a month since i last blogged. haha..
was both busy slackin at home enjoyin the last few weeks of the holis and busy goin out.. (basically lazy to blog or too tired. hee..)

quick update of my life now..
1) sch's startin soon..(dunno to feel happi or sad..haha)
2) i read finish the last book of harry potter!! haha.. was okie but kinda draggy in the middle. and alot of ppl died*haix*
3) went for serene's convaction last fri..
was kinda nice and had a fuzzy kinda feelin..
all the hard work and exam crazed period for the mad chase of tt piece of paper juz sorta ended wif tt ceremony.. haha
4) went to ang mo kio on sat... all by takin free shuttle bus.. (another achievement.. travellin frm jurong all the way to ang mo kio and back without spendin a single cent.. haha)
5) finally a gatherin wif some of my jc frens on sun.. had lunch at hereen.
din had my fill though and nth changed. haha.
the guys stuck to their own grp and the gers to ours..
tink i kinda expected too much frm the gatherin? haha..
6) went to ntu SAO again to hand up my giro form which is late by more den a week already.. coz i forgot all bout it till last week when i flipped thru my booklet.. -.-"
and i had to climb the 258 steps to get to the SAO.. damn tiring sia.. haha.. was pantin like nobody's business when i reached the top.. (time to start exercisin.. )XD
7) meetin up wif my pri sch fren tmr.. haha.. so excited.. so long din meet up already and everyone seems to be changin except mi.. -.-
8) and my bdae's this sat!! WOOHOO!! dunno should i be happi or sad.. haha.. wif my bdae comin nearer it owuld oso mean im approachin my finally year as a teenager.. and another year and i would be on the no startin wif a 2!! kinda wierd though.. feel as though im still stuck at the age of 17 thereof..

haha. oh wells.. tink tt's all.. hmm.. tink i should start takin more photos b4 i turned 20.. hahaha..

2007-06-27T13:51:00.000+08:00

super bored and was blog hoppin when i saw this test on shu hui's blog.. should go try for the fun of it or when u are super bored like mi.. xD

You are The Fool

The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2007-06-25T13:30:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!! got a new phone on sun.. haha.. juz in time.. coz my old line is gettin cut on mon.. haha.. anyway even though its not the sony ericsson k810i tt i wanted for its camera functions i got another sony ericsson phone.. haha.. still figurin out how to operate a sony ericsson phone.. first time usin phones other den nokia.. haha.. hmm.. nth much goin in my life now.. haha.. wat to do.. everydae stay home and stare at the four walls.. unless somethin bad happened to the house.. =X dun tink anythin interestin would happen to mi.. o ya.. maybe goin to some pubs at holland v this fri if everythin goes as planned and my cousin not doin any OTs.. haha.. kinda lookin foward to it.. first time goin to pubs or is it clubs? not veri sure though.. haha.. lucky its my cousin bringin mi there and not some stange person or else i would be in trouble for being so blur.. haha.. and havin my medical checkup this fri too.. seems like everythin is goin to happen on fri while the rest of my week seems to be kinda empty.. haha..

last sat saw a flurry of activites.. seems like my blurness is here to stay.. coz i almost forgot to submit my form for the tuition grant and tt declaration form.. and when i did i onli put the form for the tuition grant in the enevlope A provided by ntu and i forgot to put the declararion form in and had already mailed it..
and had to put the declaration form into another envelope to send it out.. and oso found out tt i ran out of stock on my recent picture so had to rush down to take photos and pastin it on the declaration form b4 i could mail it out.. haha.. so there.. any admin stuff tt is required to be done and submitted to the sch.. would some kind soul pls pls pls tell mi in advance so tt i would keep in mind of the date and mail everythin out in time? hope there would not ba a repeat of this rush in gettin everythin done again.. =X

2007-06-23T13:18:00.000+08:00

havin too much time in my hands and facin the walls everydae kinda make mi tink too much.. haha.. so ppl out there feel free to ask mi out okie.. haha.. was flippin thru the house lookin for my medical reports to hand it in durin the medical examination at ntu this fri when i stumbled across some old photo albums.. consisted of the times when i was quite young wif my dad and my mom.. and hav been missin my dad ever since i flipped thru the albums.. haix.. i noe its kinda useless to do it.. but sometimes the brain and the heart jux refused to coordinate so wat can i do.. haix.. rem tt the first few months after the funeral was over was even worse had to lie to myself tt he's on some long term trip to explain his absence at home.. kept hearin and expectin my dad to be home sittin beside mi and watchin the news in his rockin chair, 'heard' my dad's keys clingin outside our door like he normally would when tryin to open the door.. missed him esp more whenever there are horror movies showin on tv coz he would owas accompany mi to watch it whether he's asleep or not in his rockin chair.. i guess tt's coz even though i saw him lyin there in the hospital bed i din exactly go touched him and he looked like he was slpin.. and i guess tt contributed largely to how i felt in the followin months.. haha.. guess its gettin abit melacholy here.. so peeps.. better start askin mi out b4 i sink into more depressin stuff.. im kinda not booked the whole of next week.. haha..

2007-06-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

found a temp job tt onli need to work for like a few weeks of this month.. hahaha.. anyway its sort of like another slack job.. doin some work at the singapore examination board for some major exams.. hahaha.. slack job as in there's like super mani breaks for the whole dae tt we are workin.. a break at 10, lunch break at 1230 for an hour den another break at 3.. haha.. though the breaks are makin the job seem like its super slack its actually not wif some ppl pushin and rushin us to complete the job.. hence the time seem to pass like super fast.. at a blink of an eye its like time for break, another blink its lunch hour, *blink blink blink* and its yet another break, *blink blink blink blink* and its time to go home.. haha..

anyway im actually quite blur.. din like ask how much the pay was like and how long a duarion tt we are supposed to work and i tink based on my previous experience there its like around 5-6 an hour and workin for 1-2 weeks.. haha.. when my mom heard tt my pay was around tt range she was like wah.. so stupid give up a job tt pays mi 6.50 an hour for a job tt's around the 5-6 an hour.. but who cares.. haha.. this is the onli work place i tink tt it lets ppl hav so much time to rest and take a break and w/o havin to feel guilty and keep lookin behind my back in case someone happens to spot tt im actually slackin instead of doin any work.. lol..

2007-06-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

wah.. seriously damn bored at home.. onli been at home for like 3 daes? haha.. and its like not im completely at home the whole dae.. i still went out in the late mornin onli to return in the early afternoon and sit at home to rot.. haha.. there's nthin nice on tv in the early afternoons and din hav the mood nor able to settle myself down for a quiet moment wif my books.. haha.. so basically rottin and feelin bored to tears.. though out of the things tt ive listed out to do i did the first and sec thing quite well.. haha.. though my "refresher course" was to like watch more korean dramas and pickin back bits and pieces of wat i noe..

however its like super difficult to learn another language thru watchin tv progammes and not completely easy as how the government is tryin so hard to advocate the use of chinese and encouragin singapore youths to pick up mandrain thru "fun" ways.. haha.. maybe its oso due to the fact tt my korean vocab is seriously lackin and tt there's like similar sounds esp when ppl are pronuncin it and oso the formal and informal part of the speech.. how the way u speak to a child is different frm the way u converse wif an adult and tt when tokin to strangers and elders the speech should be as super formal as possible the onli informal time would be wif ur VERI VERI close frenz.. confusin and everythin.. haha.. but its kinda fun esp if u hav interest in the sub as i do.. lol.. (thick-skinned manner actin up here..haha)

2007-06-01T14:41:00.000+08:00

wow!!! todae's the start of my looong break.. haha.. close to 2 months to be exact.. which means tt it leaves mi wif alot of time in my hands to do wat i wan.. hahaha..
okie.. here's the lists of things i wanna do during this period of time..

Things to do!!!
1) slp late, wake up even later >.<
2) relearn my korean language(sorta return everythin back to my teacher already)
3) tryin out some cookin (though whether is it fit for consumation would not be gurantee)
4) learn some music instruments.. maybe guitar?
5) figurin how to upload pics onto my blog and maybe post some pics of tank's autograph session =)
6) look for some part-time job to occupy some of my time.. (operative word is some and not ALL of my time.. haha..)
7) lastly to recharge my batteries b4 sch starts and tt means to play hard.. muhahaha
8) cant tink of anythin but coz i like the no 8 so i decide to end wif a 8.. hahaha..

2007-05-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here
found this interestin test on joce's blog so decided to create one of mine.. hahaha.. so tt i may noe whether may i like an open book where everyone would know or understand or whether im an enigma tt ppl cant understand.. hope its the latter.. hahaha.. there's more charm in being mysterious i guess.. but hope tt some of my closer frenz are able to get into the list.. Best of luck to all who try!!! hahaha..

2007-05-25T09:00:00.000+08:00

countin down.......... 3 more workin daes b4 i can officially slack at home.. though my mom has been askin mi not to work after i quit my present job, to hav a gd rest at home i cant possibly slack for the whole two months.. i would most prob become mouldy and rot.. so im now on a look out for jobs tt are short termed.. like those showroom kinda thing work for a few daes in a month.. or maybe workin for a whole full month kinda of job.. hahaha.. anyone hav any offers pls pls leave a msg in my tagboard okie? thx.. =>

i tink some ppl by now would tink den i should not hav quitted my present job so early and stick on for another month to save the hassle of havin to look for another job to occupy my time.. but seriously.. my present job is borin mi to tears.. if not for the frens tt i hav made here makin my time more bearable by chattin wif mi i tink i would most prob hav died of boredom.. lol.. tt's how bad it is..

anyway movin on to other stuff.. one of my close frenz in jc din recieve her placin in ntu.. and she got rejected instead.. i noe tt she would most prob be feelin veri sad now coz of the fact she could not get into the course tt she wanted and oso because both mi and another fren in the clique are goin to ntu.. but she should at least repli the msgs tt ive sent her.. im gettin worried bout her.. so hope tt she would repli to my msgs soon.. haiz.. and if u are readin this entry.. dun feel too sad.. u still hav a chance to appeal to get into ntu..

2007-05-23T08:20:00.000+08:00

WooHoo!!!! so happi todae.. was juz tinkin tt i would not get into eng after my interview sorta went haywire but din expect the outcome was tt i actually got into eng.. i recieved the letter yesterdae evenin after i tot i finally gave up any hope.. hahaha.. and im free finally frm havin to study physics.. and i tink i would most prob accept ntu's offer not waitin for the offer frm nus.. hahaha.. so get it here.. im rejectin nus and not the other way round.. *bleahx* hahaha.. kiddin.. but its coz at ntu i still hav a shot at gettin into mass comm thru the double major programme tt's offered to students at HSS.. and even if i failed to get it in thru this double majors i tink i still wun regret gettin into eng coz i seriously like readin.. hahaha.. so who cares.. as long as i get to read and write.. haha..
and i seriously tink tt my first choice is kinda jinxed.. i never get into my first choice.. and its like three times or is it fourth time unlucky? haha.. it happened when i was selectin for my sec sch, the combi i was supposed to take for sec 3(not sure bout this though onli rem i wanted to get into the first class coz of bio and when i din.. i tried to appeal but was coaxed out of it by my sec2 teacher who tot tt i would do as fine in the second class.. hahaha.. which turned out to be quite true i guess..lol..) and when i was selectin the course when i got into jc and now here.. but i guess all worked out fine and i actually dun hav any complains coz if not for the first two "jinxed" incidents(if the second one happened as i thought) i oso wun noe i like lit alot and i wun even hav a glimmer of hope to get into eng now.. hahah.. so i guess all's well ends well.. hahaha..

2007-05-22T09:40:00.000+08:00

okie.. i offcially gave my boss the sack on fri though i cant up and pack my things as of yet coz there's like a two weeks notice thingy impose on us so i hav to wait till the end of the month b4 i can call it quits.. tt's my intention i guess.. but im sorta feelin confused i mean after i considered everythin.. if i were to quit now i would be like jobless for a motnh plus b4 sch offically starts.. but wat if my worst fears were to materialised i din get into any uni course and had to wait for a year.. wouldnt i be kinda like jobless for the whole year.. but on the other hand.. there is seriously nth left to do in the office and as im writin this entry im actually tryin to make mysself look busy when in actual fact im not and actually veri free.. and its like onli 10 in the morn.. which means i hav another 7 hours to look busy before i can go home.. its sorta wastin my precious time but accordin to peeps they are sayin im quite "fortunate", 'lucky" to get paid for slackin.. but the keepin up of pretence is sorta wearin mi out..

though mani would grumble and envy the position im in.. dun be... we are actually not allowed to surf the net, and if we do, not to get caught by others who arent frm the accounts dpet which is kinda hard since everyone seems to be walkin in and out of the accounts room and we hav to switch the screen over to some work related page and the fact tt even the simplest way of passin out time in the office is being prohibited its kinda hard to make myself look busy isnt it.. so now the best way out? to try and drag the assignments given to mi for as long as possible even though it may be a simple as filin some documents which happened to be quite a thin stack..

2007-05-16T16:23:00.000+08:00

had an interview at ntu todae at the eng department.. tink tt it was a flop.. haha.. i was in and out of the interview room within 10 mins or less.. din notice the time tt i went into the room.. even though there wasnt any feelin of butterflies in my stomach(i was actually quite calm) but my thoughts were stil a little scrambled.. so i tink im still a tad nervous? lol.. anyway the interview started of wif a qn of y do i like lit before i could ans, my interviewer changed her qn and asked mi when was the last time i took lit and i was kinda stunned.. din noe which one to ans first.. in the end i choose to ans her second qn first her next qn was a repeatation of her first one bout y i liked lit and i sorta crap my way thru, her third qn was do i like to read leisurely and i was like duh... isnt it sorta expected? but i guess it was still a valid qn maybe since not all peeps who applied to the course actually read in their free time.. but den wouldnt it be like a waste of time? anyway.. back to the interview her next qn was wat qns do i hav bout the modules in the course and i was tinkin.. im lucky to actually rem wat i read online frm their website and i actually had a qn in mind.. though after tt she doubled check wif mi whether i hav other qns bout the sch in general and i went like no.. i was tinkin in my mind whether i should hav actually prepared a qn bout the sch.. but seriously speakin, i dun hav any qn bout the sch or coz i quite like wat i see.. so when i stepped out i kinda felt my stomach droppin to my feet coz the admin lady who contacted us bout the interview and stuff was like so fast.. i was stunned i mean i din find tt it was actually fast but after wat she said my heart sorta fell.. dun tink i stand tt much of a chance anymore and even though ying tried to console mi tt its not the matter of how long the interview but bibi had said when she had her interview the professor was ramblin on and on.. mine was the opposite i was the one ramblin and talkin while she was juz sittin there and listenin to mi tok.. anyway i would noe the result like in a week or two..

2007-05-01T14:30:00.000+08:00

its labour dae todae!!! hahaha.. which means its an offical dae off frm work!!! haha.. anyway went to watch the 200 pounds beauty movie todae.. went for the earliest show at jurong point which is at 1050. reached the ticket counter at around 1020 and could already see ppl queuing up and the line is quite long too.. haha.. even though its much more expensive to watch a moive during holidae periods.. but i guess the $ factor did not deter ppl frm watchin movies..

anyway back to the movie.. it was veri nice.. i give it like 4 out of 5 stars.. though some ppl would not agree wif mi.. but seriously its veri gd.. its funny, touchin and sometimes ironic... and the songs frm the show are oso veri nice.. lookin for the album now.. but went to MJ after the show but they say they hav not brought the cd in yet.. so in the meantime i tink i would find some sites to download the songs? haha.. anyway i tink the songs used are actually wat made the whole show so nice.. coz the songs realli bring out the feelings in the movie and give it a dreamy quality in some scenes..

the show oso brought out some forgotten and tot to be buried musings.. tt is i still would veri much like a prince charmin to appear in front of mi even though it may not seem possible and realistic.. but i can still hope rite? haha..

2007-04-30T11:24:00.001+08:00

*haix* ppl around mi are already gettin their letters of acceptance frm ntu... the question would be.... where's mine? am i goin to be stuck in engineering? up till now i kinda dread this outcome.. but now? i dunno wat i should be feelin.. coz as ppl are gettin their letters i would oso wanna hav mine.. i mean.. at least by gettin tt dreadful letter it would end all these uneasy feelings and bring a close no matter whether the news is gd or bad..

and now im sittin in office starin at the com wif nth to do leaving mi wif plenty of time to let my mind wonder whether i wan it or not.. and all this are onli increasin my fears.. how i wish it is time for mi to go home.. at least at home i would be able to know one of the outcomes of my application..*haix* i guess tt's the prob i should hav anticipated would plague mi on the dae i recieved my result.. *haix* too late for regrets now..

hmm.. enuff of the depressin stuff.. tmr is a public holi!!!!! which means no work but i would still hav money comin in.. *woohoo!!!!*~money money money makes the world go round~ *grins*
lol.. but tmr would be spendin money =( if the date to the movies pull thru.. haha.. hav been spendin quite abit this month.. but... money earned should be spent.. hahaha.. accordin to the theory of hui ying... lol.. but i spent it on things i like and would use.. but still did spend some on friviolous stuff such as sun yanzi's newest album.. >.<

hmm.. should start savin money frm next month.. since i tink it would be a long while b4 money starts rollin in again.. hahaha.. okie. tt's all.. goin for lunch now.. byes!!! =)

2007-04-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i updated my blog.. though i doubt anyone would bother visitin a blog tt's updates are infrequent.. haha.. anyway.. went out wif ying todae... was actually a three person putin wif mi, cia, and ying.. but cia backed out in the end due to unforeseen circumstances.. she had diarhorrea and was sick.. the outin was actually requested by cia for reasons tt we hav not seen each other for a long time(an yr plus to be exact) but in the end she did not turned up.. hmmm... is heaven helpin mi as well?opps.. abit mean..but honestly.. the feelin whenever i go out wif her ever since we graduate frm sec has been unease and dread.. nth like the feelin tt i would hav goin out wif ying.. i dunno wat's wrong.. but the feelin has been there ever since sec sch daes.. even though the feelin wasnt tt strong den..

anyway.. enuff of the negative stuff.. and back to the topic at hand... we went out shoppin todae.. okie.. to be exact.. i was the one shoppin.. haha.. spent about 140 bucks on bag and clothes.. lol.. now feelin abit heartache.. never hav i spent so much money in a dae before... lol.. okie.. even though i onli bought those things tt caught my fancy... but i do realli still tink tt one of the off shoulder top which is quite plain is not worth the price tt i paid for.. haha.. too late for regrets now.. anyway i knew tt this would be the endin for not drawin cash to pay for my stuff.. lol.. had to swip my nets the whole dae... opps.. i juz hope my mom would not hav a heart attack when the bank statement comes.. haha... tt's all i guess.. ~ciao!~

2007-03-06T16:17:00.000+08:00

so damn boreed in the office.. spend the whole dae doin nth and juz starin into space.. hmmm.. anyway somethin interestin happened in the office todae.. as there was an earthqake in indonesia our office could feel the tremors of the eathquake as well.. and it occurred not once but twice.. haha.. even though this is supposed to be serious and saddenin but to mi its a whole new experience but it is one which i do not hope to go thru again...
coz the shaking of the building made mi feel giddy and nth else.. sio in short there realli isnt much gd in it is it? haha.. juz felt like notin this down here since i am quite free in the office at the moment.. haha..
anyway i hav been thinkin of this qn for the past few daes.. y is it tt we hav to wake up everydae and go to work and sit in the office for straight 8 hrs starin at the com and actually keying in some info which is actually of no great ue to us in particular.. so are we atually helpin ourselves and enrichin ourselves by sittin in the office for the whole of workin lives? and is there any real purpose for us to do so other den the fact tt by sittin in the office the whole dae we would get paid at the end of the dae whether we are realli workin or we are onli juz puttin up a show for the big bosses to see tt we are actually hardworkin when we are not?
even though alot of ppl might find it useless to juz sit down in the office for the whole of workin lives.. how mani ppl realli do tink out of the box and do somethin in which they realli like and not in which somethin can assure them of security of a solid rice bowl? i noe for one tt one of the fears of not attempttin to venture out into the world is coz by doin so we are steppin put of our comfort zone and doin some "dangerous" things and steppin out into the unknown where everythin is not within our control.. so wat? there are alot of things in life tt we are not in control in the first place like who our parents are, when we would leave this world etc.. and so y should we even be sure tt everythin tt we do now is in our control and not in the hands of Fate or watsoever powers tt exist? and all the more we should let ourselves live the life tt we wan since tt is the onli thing tt we could most prob control.. and i would wan to start livin the life tt i wan startin frm now and make myself happi but not at the expense of others..
haha.. sounds like im writin a gp essay isnt it? but i dunno.. think tt't coz i hav too much time in my hands to tink of this.. haha.. so maybe it realli is time for mi to take up some courses to feel up my time and live my life to the fullest.. hahaha.. so wat if im 19 this year and onli startin to look for piano lessons to join when others already started piano lessons at the age of 4? haha.. im livin my life the way i wan it.. haha..

2007-02-06T11:44:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! the news is out... o level results would be released this fri.. which means a level results is closin in too.. accordin to previous years... after the release of the o level results the a level results would be released within 1 to 2 weeks after it... so tt would mean it would either coincide wif the chinese new year week or would be rite directly after the cny week.. and so im prayin hard now tt the results would onli be released after the cny week.. coz if it was released juz nice b4 the cny week.. during visits to relatives' house relatives would be curious and ask bout the results.. i guess im not confident this time tt's y i dread the release of the results ba..(actually to tell the truth.. everytime durin the release of the major exam results i would be this nervous as well.. so not onli this time.. hahaha..) anyway juz prayin hard the results would be released two weeks after the o level results..

2007-02-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

went to the company's annual dinner tonite.. it ws held at imm the top floor restaurant..(forgot wat's the name of the restaurant..) hahah... tink it was a waste of my time.. the food was onli so-so and temp staffs cant partcipate in the lucky draw(onli knew it this afternoon) and the door gift was a torchlight.. wasnt so bad i guess.. hahaha.. but the fact tt we had part in the gifts and some of the events in the annual dinner and wasnt recognised for the effort tt we put it made mi most pissed off.. was told by karen tt we would actually get a token of apperciation even though we would not be able to participate in the lucky draw.. but i tink she wasnt even told tt even this would not hav our share..

its not tt i am greedy or tt i want the prize veri much.. but the fact tt we were left out purposely or watsoever made mi angri.. wat's the worst thing was tt a lady who had onli started work for a couple of daes was given tt present made mi angrier.. hello? does it mean tt our months of effort cant be compared to her two daes of work? i mean.. okie we may be temp staff and she is goin to be a perm staff(operative word goin to be is coz she's still under probation).. but tt doesnt mean we should not be given any acknowlegement ba..

another thing tt happened was tt our table had 11 ppl while the next table had onli 6.. so one of the most hated guy in the office decided to bring the other table's leftovers and include it into our share.. hello? we are not beggars or somethin so y should we eat someone else's leftovers? okie.. u may tink tt im makin a moutain out of a molehill. but its veri digustin okie? and of course in an annual dinner there would of course be some alcohol goin around.. another guy in the office hopped to our table and kept askin the gers at our table to drink.. hahaha.. okie la.. it wasnt so bad.. but coz we(namely chewy and mi) had shared a cup he kept targettin our cup.. in the end chewy drank half of it and i did too.. but man.. it tastes bad.. hahaha.. had wine but the taste is so bitter and it has a bitter aftertaste as well.. beer wasnt so bad but it still taste as bad.. hahaha... okie.. so im a non drinker afterall.. and abhor to the taste of alcohol ba.. hahha... or my choice in alcoholic drink is bad.. hahaha..

2007-01-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!!! had a veri expensive lunch todae at raffles marine.. hahah... it was my first time havin such an expensive lunch.. haha.. lucky it was someone's treat coz if i were to pay for the lunch myself i would hav to stay there and help them wash dishes for a couple of daes.. hahaha.. but wasnt' tt comfortable the whole time i was there.. firstly coz the lunch wasnt paid by mi and i dun hav the sense of sercurity.. hahaha... not hintin tt i would onli be comfortable if i treat someone.. and secondly i wassnt too sure bout myself in such a place.. and as i said even though i had eaten b4 expensive food b4 it wasnt in such an enviornment nor was it in such an atmposphere and ambience.. so there u go.. hahha...

anyway.. had another first.. hahah... first time sat in a sports car and sat at the back of the sports car.. but i tink the experience onli left mi wif one tinkin.. if i were ever to own a sports car i would either be the driver or sit at the front seat.. never at the back again.. hahha... because of the height of the back of the sports car i had to slouch on my seat the whole journey if not my head would hav kiss the top of the sports car.. hahha... it was damn uncomfortable and the worst thing was tt when i had to alight the car it was near impossible to do so for fear of bangin my head into somethin and i had to squat there for sometime b4 i finally stretch my legs to alight frm the car.. hahaha... even though the experience wasnt tt nce.. but it was still memorable and the whole event was an eye openin experience and brought some excitment to the mudane life tt i lead now.. hahaha...

2007-01-26T10:30:00.000+08:00

haiz.. not much things to do in the office this few daes and im rottin and gettin mouldy.. hahaha... but did hav some breakthroughs and tried something new.. haha.. tt is to write out cheques for the workers' salary.. haha.. actually it was my second time writin a cheque and the first time im doin it for the compaany.. and so as expected being the kultz tt i am.. i made like 2 mistakes and had to waste tt cheque.. hahah... first mistake was coz of the stress tt i gave myself and being nervous i did not include the GST tt was imposed.. and i had to redo the cheque.. haha... after tt when i told myself to relax everythin went as smoothly as it can for mi.. hahaha.. anyway the second mistake came when i was usin the cheque printin machine to print out the exact figure.. hahaha.. the original amount tt was supposed to appear was $110 and guess wat realli appeared? $1.10.. ahahah... and because of it i had to redo the cheque again.. but it was fun i guess and it occupied my time.. hahah...

coz playin games in the office durin workin hours may sound nice and relaxin but actually the feelin of unease and guilt weighs so heavily down on mi tt playin game isnt fun at all.. hahah... so i rather be piled up wif work.. hahaha...

and coz i am so free now i am even bloogin during office hours.. hahaha... this isnt so bad after all coz chewy had also blogged during office hours and this typin make mi seem more busy to ppl who pass by the office as im usin a laptop whose screen is conveiently blocked frm pryin eyes by a pillar.. hahah.. so unless tt person walks rite up to my place and stand behind mi.. they would not noe tt wat im actually doin is not work.. muhahahaha..

2007-01-13T22:30:00.001+08:00

finally stepped onto the cinemas at vivo to watch a show le.. haha... felt tt the cinema was okie except tt it has more legroom(yay!!! my knee finally din cramped up or hurt after the show) hahaha... death note 2 was quite alright i guess( din watch the first show so din realli get the storyline at first..) haha... but i hav to say tt i find tt the first kira's face was quite round.. tink he has a double chin or somethin.. haha... i like L more.. haha... he's so funny.. and the second kira.. she's so cute when she din hav the notebook and also the second god of death looks more like a guardian angel den a god of death..hmmm... maybe tt's y he's in all white unlike the first god of death which is in all black.. also becoz the owner of the second notebook is more innocent and pure in the thinkin tt's y the god of death is also in white? hahaha.. opps... gettin too lit here.. but there's quite a no of possibilities dun u tink? haha..

anyway before the show i witnessed another spectcular one when i entered vivo city.. coz i was there early i decided to go to page one to get one of nora roberts book to add to my collection of one book.. haha.. okie.. back to the show.. i was at the basement escalator leading up to the first floor when i saw an unbelivable thing.. it was as though there were four ppl pushin one another at the escalator...was so shocked and stunned... i mean the four are adults and not little kids whom are more probable suspects to do this stuff.. den i saw a ladies show which had dropped on to the lower steps of the escaltor and a lady tryin to get down the steps... suddenly all the pushin stoppped... din noe wat happened onli heard saw tt one of the man's sports shoes had came off.. and everyone was sayin his shoes his shoes.. and some kind hearted lady stopped the movin escalator..din noe exactly wat happened coz i left the scene shortly via another escalator.. it was damn dangerous and like it came out of some action movie by jackie chan.. haha...

2007-01-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

okie.. finally updatin my blog.. haha.. the lazybones finally decided to do some excerise after all the snackin in the office todae... opps.. hahaha... anyway was on my way home frm work when there's this little ger who was tokin some damn loudly on her phone.. caught some snatches of her conversation.. okie.. not tt im evasdroppin.. but i was sittin like quite far frm her and i could still hear her tok bout her break-up and hookin up wif another guy frm a different sch frm her.. lol.. man.. she's like onli sec 2 or maybe the most sec 3 ba goin by her looks... and she toks like a pro bout relationships... hahaha... not tt im jealous or ignorant bout the young nowadays.. but hmmm... being so close to reality is abit shockin.. haha.. another shockin matter was tt another ger frm the same sch was carryin a sch bag tt's waaayyyy too small to look like it contain any books.. i noe.. it may be the first dae of sch and there are lots of books not needed but at least make ur bag look like it contain somethin other den air?

okie... movin on to other things.. haha.. hmm... let's see... work? okie.. im a klutz at work... i hav made like countless of blunders and mistakes la.. cant even count them.. haha.. so im realli careless but for someone's info... IM NOT BLUR!!!! hahaha... im juz careless.. blur is when i make a mistake and i dun even noe it until someone scold or remind mi but most of the mistakes i made is spotted by the person who made them.. so im not blur okie.. *hhrumpp* anyway dunno whether would kena said by someone in the office for not askin the bus to wait for her notz.. haha.. heck care her ba.. she keep slackin todae.. onli when someone walk passed her den act busy.. *bleahx*.. the badmouthin would stop here.. haha.. later realli kena whacked tmr.. guess i would update till here.. i would try to update as often as i can okie.. but the keyword is TRY.. ahahaha... so.... no guarantee...

2006-11-28T18:49:00.001+08:00

second dae at work todae.. did the same things as yesterdae.. filing away pages and pages of accountin stuff.. did till my hands are sore frm the hole punchin and puttin away the papers.. finally did somethin more than filing after lunch todae.. haha.. had to key in some account stuff.. but i tink i made a mess out of all the stuff.. haha... dunno la.. tmr morn den go back and clear those messes up.. hahaha...
anyway wanted to say tt even though the work is abit monotonous its still quite fun but tedious as well.. lol... oso wanted to mention a guy in out office.. haha.. he's quite a nice guy who i tink belong to the old sch tinkin.. hahaha.. not tt its bad.. he open and close doors for us includin his own car door.. and wait till all the ladies alight b4 he follow behind us la.. so gentleman rite? lol.. anyway.. tt's all i tink.. hmmm... hav i mentioned how much fun this job is? and abit slackin as well.. hope the rest of my colleagues dun see this.. hahahaha...

2006-11-21T12:37:00.000+08:00

Which Star Are You From Epi 1 (5/7)

anyone noes the piano piece at the end of the show?

2006-11-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

was supposed to meet chewy and wee ling at far east at around 330.. but in the end we met at wisma atria.. hahaha.. the reason for the change of destination? i got lost... okie.. laugh all u wan peeps.. i mean who gets lost in Singapore? but hey.. din go down to orchard for a long time already.. more than 3 mths since i step foot into tt area okie? hahaha... anyways.. by the time i reached chewy had already bought her clothes.. haha.. okie.. so i missed the shoppin process.. but hey.. there was still wee ling.. hahaha.. anyway by the time i reached wisma atria.. my shoes were killin mi le.. shouldn't hav wear a pair of new shoes when i need to walk so much.. hahaha... forgot bout the walkin part anyway... in the end wee ling din hav time to choose wat she realli wanted as she had tuition and we had to go to chinatown to buy my stuff and meet my cousin..

went to have my ears piecre todae.. okie to some it may not be some big news.. but hey.. this is the first time i had holes in my ears and wat the heck it was painful unlike wat my cousin said.. anyway when the first hole was made i was damn shocked.. haha... coz wasnt payin attention to the jeweller and was lookin at chewy and my cousin.. so in the end when the hole was made i gave a yelp.. was so shocked.. i was tinkin maybe she would say when she was goin to do it.. OMG.. was damn intense the pain... haha... anyways... also went bought my grad nite dress le.. haha.. not bad.. but cost bout $41.. haha.. chewy's dress wasnt too bad either... my cousin later said to mi we were both of different style.. chewy was more of the cute style while my was more mature kind.. anyhow.. its still a dress after all.. hahaha...

2006-10-22T11:39:00.000+08:00

had a veri heavy dinner last nite.. haha.. went to sakura at the omi theatre to had my dinner and since it was a buffet style.. we could eat all we want.. haha.. anyway went there wif my cousins and my family.. had a veri fun evenin i muz say.. we were laughin our heads off and chattin over everythin.. haha.. oso saw someone frm blcc co too..(forgot his name le.. ahaha.. coz too long din go there liaoz.. lol..)

had a small little incident.. as it was the weekend.. the place was crowded and cramped wif the weekend crowd.. the waiters and waitress were veri busy servin and clearin the plates.. and they are realli veri efficient i muz say.. but tt's beside the point.. the cruz of the small incident was tt one of the waiters had his hand full wif dirty plates and was walkin towards our table when he dropped a cup.. the first reaction was to see wat the commotion was bout i guess but in the end the ppl all had their butts stuck to the chairs.. and the worse thing was tt i was further away frm the waiter by a seat and the position of the waiter was tt he was leanin closer to the other table.. no one made a move to help him pick up the cup.. as i said they were juz watchin the show.. i was juz about to reach him and help him pick up the cup when he already had the cup back in his hand.. but he had to juggle the plates to bend down and for a moment i could hear the noise of the plates tt were about to topple.. which it din.. thank god!!

anywayz when i knew tt i could not be of help i went back to my seat.. even though i was jokin wif my cousin later tt i dun wanna be near the crime scene in case he dropped the plates i juz din expect tt all the ppl were glued to their seats and din lend a hand to help tt poor waiter.. finally knew and experience wat the papers were tokin bout the "singaporean attitude".. i dunno.. is it so difficult to lend a helpin hand to someone in need of the help? juz pickin up a cup or somethin isnt tt difficult or is it? i hav to admit tt im not tt perfect.. i was there sittin down and lookin at how he could manage to pick up tt cup for a sec.. but at least i made a effort to help him.. even though it wasn't successful.. at least its better den juz starin at him strugglin to pick tt cup rite?

2006-10-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

okie.. was knocked out by some virus on fri till todae.. and i din noe wat it was and im still not veri sure wat struck mi down on fri except tt toade when i went to see the doc again(the diarrhoea juz wun leave mi alone) and i saw on the MC gastroenteritis.. went to search some stuff on my own online and this is wat i got on wikipedia:

Gastroenteritis involves diarrhea or vomiting, with noninflammatory infection of the upper small bowel, or inflammatory infection of the colon, both part of the gastrointestinal tract.Usually this is caused by an infection, but this is not always the case. It usually is of acute onset, normally lasting less than 10 days and self-limiting. Sometimes it is referred to simply as 'gastro'. It is often called the stomach flu or gastric flu even though it is not related to influenza.

Okie.. so to summarise i hav gastric flu (again?) but im not sure bout the fever symptoms i had on fri? haha.. incompetent doc tt i saw on fri din even gave mi a reason juz asked a few qns and i was shown the door.. nth written on the MC as well.. and the doc realli sux.. he's oso veri stingy wif his MCs.. had to request for one when i had cold sores and i went home w/o goin for cca the other time i saw him.. if not because i could not take it i would hav waited till 11 b4 seein another doc.. anyway i rather see any other docs den him.. so lousy..

anyway as i said was at the clinc and waitin for my med to be dispense there's a factory guy sittin directly opposite of mi and was playin his PS2 and i was like.. wah so rich.. haha.. but the next sec two words were added to the so rich.. so dirty.. haha.. he farted in front of everyone.. and he shifted his butt to one side to fart so like everyone knew it was him who made tt sound.. i tink he din expect his fart to come out so loud ba.. dunno whether he was embrassed or not.. he juz kept playin his PS2.. haha.. was bitin the inside of my cheeks to prevent myself frm laughin out loud.. haha...

left the clinc to run some errands for my mom but had to make a detour to my aunt's house to pick up some stuff at and on my way there i saw jinxing joggin.. haha.. so coincidental.. was chattin on msn a short while b4 tt meetin.. okie.. tt's all for todae.. im goin to complete some work b4 restin.. haha..

2006-10-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

was online yesterdae afternoon and quite bored so when someone started chatted wif mi on msn i was so happi.. haha.. tt fren of mine started to ask mi bout my studies and when's the As and tt kinda mundane stuff..(goes to show how bored i was when i could be so happi wif ppl askin mi such borin stuff..) but he suddenly made a change of subject askin mi do i like hunky guys.. i was like huh? totally not linked.. hmm.. i was like okie ba.. i prefer tall guys more.. haha.. and he said tt i hav a fetish for heights and tall guys.. dunno whether i should feel insulted or not.. i SOOOOO do not hav a fetish for heights.. in fact im scared of heights.. rofl.. my comment back was tt most of the gers would like guys to be taller den them..(isn't it?) his was tt my definition of tall guys would be those super tall kind.. which is kinda not true.. haha.. coz im not realli tt tall.. im a little below 170..(not revealin my height here..) and i've frenz who are taller den mi and hav bf whos are oso taller den them.. hahaha..
anyway.. skipped todae's chem extra lecture to study.. but din clock in much time in studyin but still did some revision.. coz of 3 reasons 1) my MP3 died out on mi and im unproductive w/o music 2) i lost my hmwk.. 3) hui ying was there distractin mi.. (opps.. haha..) but still did some chem and maths.. im so dead since i've not realli studied for phy yet.. damn.. i wished i had sat for the june papers.. they all seem so darn easy... esp for phy.. haiz.. can't do anythin else now except to study and work harder.. good luck to those muggin out there.. another month plus more and we are free.. BBSHAYAH!!!

2006-09-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!!! todae was the last paper... haha.. noe im goin to do badly for phy this time.. but who cares.. phy has always not been my forte.. haha... anyway after todae's paper we went to celebrate joy's birthdae at kbox.. haha.. went there and met wif a veri "cold" guy.. his jokes could freeze the whole of kbox le ba.. haha.. anyway we sorta overstayed.. was supposed to be there for k lunch and should actually leave there by 2 but we dragged the time till it was 315.. surprisingly no one chaesd us out of the room.. haha.. anyway had a crazy but fun time at kbox.. was singin our hearts out(actually we sung till our vioce was almost gone.. hahaha...) our next stop was to the bowlin alley.. din actually wanted to bowl in the first place coz my bowlin techniques was so sucky and din feel like embrassin myself in front of so mani ppl.. haha.. but in the end coz of the pleas of the bdae ger i bowled.. surprisingly i topped the scoresheet in the first round.. haha.. i tink it was coz everyone's results were lousy as well.. haha... anyway we felt tt the pins had some prob.. haha... coz everytime we almost strike there's always tt one stubborn pin which refuese to juz fall.. but someone did had strike in the second round la.. lol... had dinner at cafe cartel... wah.. the portions tt was served was so big.. much bigger den wat the pic tt they showed.. in the end both joy and mi we couldn't finish everythin and started to give away our food to the wee ling, chewy and xiangting.. haha.. and wif their help we finally finished the food.. it was actually q veri fun dae.. but the money spent burnt a veri large hole in my pocket.. haha... i basically spend like half of my allowance in a single dae... lol.. BUT.. it was still a fun dae.. so i guess its okie.. i guess onli.. not veri sure wat's tt pain in my heart.. hahaha...

2006-09-10T11:00:00.000+08:00

watched "I am Sam" on channel 5 last nite... tt's the second time i've watched the show.. even though some may tink tt im wastin my time watchin a rerun when i can use the time to brush up on my revision i still felt tt the time was worth it... not tt im comin up wif an excuse or somethin... anyway the show was on bout a mentally challenged guy named Sam who had a daughter who's gonna be much intelligent den him in bout a year's time.. and tt had come to the attention of the social workers whom in their "kindess" decided to take matters in their own hands and to assign the girl to a foster family and to determine whether Sam has the ability to take care of the child... watchin the show i had a few little insights and actually was cryin throughout the show even though it was the second time i watched it.. hahaha...
the few little insights were tt based on wat or rather whose standards hav we determined tt we are normal and those whose IQ below 100 is abnormal or rather mentally challenged? maybe in these ppl's world we are juz ppl who are overly intelligent juz how we would view ppl who are geniuses... one thing tt irriated the hell out of mi was tt the prosecutor keep emphasising tt ppl wif sub-normal intelligence could not cope wif lookin after the child because the intelligence of tt child would be beyond wat the parent could comprehend... i mean wat the hell.. who said tt a parent hav to be as intelligent or more intelligent to cope wif a child's needs? if tt's the case the parents's of a genius muz be geniuses themselves to be able to look after the child den? wat crappy nonsense is this? and oso tt stupid dummy keep touchin on this aspect he keep tryin to override the other character buildin aspect in which a mentally challenged person could cultivate in the child like empathy, compassion and patience which ppl wif normal intelligence may not be able to teach as well or cultivate in their child even though they could hav tried their hardest...
however in the society we lived in i tink tt all these good are being outweighed by the fact tt they are sub normal and they already hav trouble looking after themselves wat more to say bout lookin after wat ppl always themed children to be our future leaders...

2006-09-07T19:48:00.000+08:00

was almost late for todae's mock exams.. anyway had to take the mrt and i saw a lady who was pickin her ears or somethin standin rite in front of mi... its still okie... i mean tt's normal rite? wat's the most digustin thing was tt she flick her fingernails and i was like totally stunned... erm? hello? tt's liks so disgustin la... the worst thing was tt she was wearin a uniform of some kind like a nurse or some factory worker or somethin... OMG!!! wat if she was some food packer or somethin.. wun all her 'gold' fall into the food? *gags* tt's totally gross.. hahaha...
anyway studied wif aund todae.. not bad a progress... even though it was peppered wif some talkin time.. its like so expected.. lol... and during one of the "discussions"we were in total agreement tt tall ppl do work is kinda hard since the distance they hav to bend to look at their work is strainin their back.. haha... wat a lame excuse to give for not wantin to study... anyway i learnt some thng frm aund too.. tt if u are too stressed the back of ur neck would be painful or somethin la... hahaha.. dunno how to describe it... hmmm... but sadly we had to abort our grand plans halfway through due to a tremendous headache suffered by one of the comrades... namely mi... hahaha... had tt splittin headache since yesterdae which subside after takin medicine... haiz.. its comin back again... hope its not migraine...

2006-08-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

WARNING: This entry is goin to be depressing and so read it at ur own risk....
im feelin quite low recently.. dunno where tt bout came frm... maybe i do.. but i juz block off the cause? maybe exam stress or frm blog-hoppin too much and readin other depressin entries and oso coz the mani various events tt hav happened in the past few months and wat is lurkin ahead made mi hav this kinda of feelin.. first issues first.. a lvls and stuff tt's happenin at the end of the year... oso frenz and classmates.. more of the classmate bit i guess.. i dun like my chem groupin and actually i feel out of sorts in tt chem grp for some reason.. most prob is mi ba.. always placin my foot in my mouth... guess my interpersonal skills arent tt gd.. or maybe i juz seems to be aloof and cold?haiz... im clutchin at straws here.. maybe someone can clue mi in or somethin? anyway movin on to other depressin stuff which kickstarted my year wif a visit frm death himself to my house not long after tt had a scare frm hui ying as her grandparents one after the other met wif some health problems, juz recently on national dae i came home to an empty house which scared mi quite badly after i made a call to my mom.. she was in hospital visitin my uncle.. had a bad feelin bout this.. and even though the news weren't as bad as i expected it was still bad.. my uncle had 3 arteries that was blocked almost completely and had to had a major operation performed some time within the next 3 weeks.. and i had another uncle who was hospitalised at around the same time due to some intenstial bleedin, took a turn for the worse coz he didnt listen to the doc's advise not to consume any food and had to be placed in the intensive care for a nite before he was certified tt he was fine.. juz blog-hopped to my senior's blog and found out tt his granddad was in advanced stage of lung cancer... depressin huh?

i dunno... maybe by havin a time frame tt u can spend wif a member of ur family is sad and the angri and helpless feelin is bubblin inside u at least there's a known nemsis in which u can deal wif.. and there's the time tt u can spend meaningfully wif tt loved one.. time to prepare for the end... the downside of it? havin to see tt loved one wastin away beside you where u can onli look on in agony.. i dunno which is worse... sudden death in which leaves u no time to prepare or this wastin away which gives u too much time starin at death and sickness in the face.. if given a choice i would rather tt people dun die.. but tt's unrealistic and a childish tinkin to hav isn't it? i guess we can onli wait and see when death sweeps thru the town and deal wif the aftermath the way we hav to deal wif wat life deals to us.. maybe it will be harder said den done.. but humans are resilence creatures and the mind has a gadget to block out all the unhappiness in a self defense mechanism and i guess tt wat makes us resilence in the first place.. another headache bloomin up would be the prelims and the a lvls.. i dunno whether i've studied enuff or thoroughly thru every single bit and my clinque seems to be movin foward while im like still at the startin point.. hmmm.. i tink i maxed out on the depressin quote already so i guess the rantin and ravin stops here.. till next time den..

2006-08-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

haix.. countin down to prelims and i hav about 3 weeks left.. not even sure i hav even time to finish revising all the topics by then notz.. haiz.. so worryin... another thing is tt by doin prelim qns and paper given by the sch made mi hav the feelin tt i noe adequate stuff.. make mi no longer interested to read thru the notes with a fine-toothed comb and i hav tt niggling feelin tt i seem to missin out on alot of information and wat i seem to noe may not be tt much after all.. haix.. and i had to wake up ealry todae to chiong lecture revision work when in actual fact the lecturer allowed us time to do in the thearte.. made mi wake up so early sia.. feel like an idiot sia.. and din realli catch up on the zzz todae even though its an early dae for mi coz i had a appt to do an echocardiogram at the national heart centre whicih took like and hour to complete.. so by the time i reached home was like 6 plus.. close to 7.. and there's still a maths test tmr!!!! ARGH!!!! hmm... okie... its gettin abit naggy and whiny here... moving on to other topics.. hahaha...
anyway todae during assembly the theme for this year's grad nite was announced it's "one last"(?) two words and so mani other meanings behind it... wat are we supposed to do with this two words? work around it or work with it? and wat does the phrase "one last" mean? one last wat? one last time? one last appearance? hmmmm..... y cant it be somethin simple and straight foward? like retro? or masquerade? or formal? and im curious to noe who's behind this idea to come up with a two words and i would like to ask them wat were they tinkin when they tot up these two words.. maybe it will give mi or us a little insight to wat this theme is realli bout.. hahaha...

2006-08-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!! finally gotten my own mp3... even though the brand is abit unknown and ulu.. lol... wat matters is the function i guess.. coz i had initally wanted to buy the creative mp3 MuVo TX FM at harvey norman which is holdin a promotion till the end of this week.. even though i bought the mp3 wasnt wat i initally wanted, it was quite cheap and quite okie i guess.. hahaha.. anyway.. todae so happi finally i gotten my own mp3.. hahaha...

2006-08-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

YEA!!! 18 todae le... hahaha... of a legal age to start drinkin alcohol and tt's the last thin i did b4 i went home.. hahaha... had somethin to drink at hui ying's house... alcohol content wasn't much.. 6% if im not mistaken... the taste of the alcohol? quite like medicine.. esp cough syrup.. haha.. had a veri fun dae todae.. went to orchard to eat.. couldn't find the Han's restaurant and so we end up at ajisan eatin ramen.. a little disappointed could not get to eat at Han's due to the ravin recommedation it gotten frm my frenz.. after lunch we went to kino and i bought myself a present.. hahaha... so lame... juz tt i wanted to buy somethin for myself la.. an excuse tt's all.. went to HMV next to get a vcd hui ying was so desperate to watch the uncut version.. hahaha... had to make mi swear to help her out if she cant buy the uncut m18 version.. haha... the first dae im 18 and make mi do such a thing.. anyway our worries were for naught she bought it so easily at ts (coz they didn't sell the uncut version at HMV.. ).. hahah... there are two possibilities.. its either she appear to be too matured or tt the person was deaf and could not be bothered.. coz we were actually discussin bout her being not qualified to buy the vcd quite loudly.. haha... another disappointment for todae was i din get to watch the lakehouse.. instead we went to watch dragon tiger gate.. was actually quite nice and din expected it to be so.. coz it's an action movie a genre which i don't like veri much.. haha... but in the end wasn't too bad... anyway... juz wanna thank the people who made my dae so enjoyable todae... and those who rem my bdae and wished mi... THX EVERYBODY!!!!

2006-08-03T18:00:00.000+08:00

time heals all wounds.. do they realli heal or is time juz makin u dulled to the pain? i dunno but i tink tt it's more probably a mixture of both i guess.. in my case for example.. after my dad's death the first few months were the worst.. at around the time which my dad normally reaches home i would hav the feeling tt i heard him openin the door with his keys which is totally impossible.. and when im watchin tv i would rem him smackin my thighs for the fun of it.. felt totally lost during tt time.. however as time passed im startin to get use of him not being in my life though its quite hard.. so the wound is slowly healin and perhaps im oso tired of feeling sad and am startin to move on.. and during todae's gp lesson i dunno whether is it sheer luck or somethin else at work coz we had some sort of readin quiz and my tutor was like testin the first few ppl b4 she got fed up wif our none response.. and decided to chase those who didn't read the articles out of the class.. and wif the remainin of us she continued testin.. and when it was my turn i was damn nervous of wat she was goin to ask.. and wat i realli expected came through.. she asked somethin which was totally different frm the rest of wat she tested the class.. as in the qn was not frm the context and more of wat i tink after readin the passage.. however by sheer coincidence or should i say luck? the article which she chose was cut off at the first page and she had to revert back to wat she had tested the previous lesson on someone else.. and so my hardest qn turnt out to be the easiest... lol... anyway after tt was over we were assigned research topics to compile.. and i gotten one of my fav topics which has somethin got to do wif euthansia.. my frenz after sch was like commentin im so damn lucky todae... gotten the easiest qn of the whole quiz and gotten the topic tt i had great interest in..
anyway.. oso due to this topic which made mi tink much deeper into my father's death.. wat if on tt dae he had been saved butin the process become brain dead due his oxygen to his brain being cut off for a long period of time, relyin on life support to stay alive, would we hav chose to give up on him or make the docters prolong his life longer makin him suffer even longer juz so tt we can keep him by our side for a longer period of time? would he hav wanted us to do tt? and wat would we hav done on tt dae when faced wif such a difficult decision? would our decision have been largely influenced by our extended family? so mani qns, so little ans to them.. guess we will never know the ans to these qns since the decision hav been taken out of our hands and the endin is already known..

2006-07-21T21:30:00.000+08:00

some virius seems to be quite rampant these few daes.. haha.. chewy fell sick, joy's little sis is sick, shu hsien oso ill.. and no prize for guessing who become a victim next.. haha.. tt's......mi!!! lol.. tink maybe its my immune system too weak or somethin.. joy had to face double whammy of the virius but she doesnt seem to fall sick anytime soon.. and im juz in touch wif chewy in sch for tt few hours and i came down wif flu.. haiz.. now my voice sounds weird (even though it isn't quite nice in the first place.. lol..) anyway hope to recover soon.. i mean who dosen't? being sick is not tt fun afterall wif med to take, the gd things tt come of being ill is tt u will realise how much the ppl around u care bout u and there is no need to go sch.. haha.. but mine being such a small case i tink goin to sch is still alright.. so... the onli gd thing would be the former i guess.. hahaha..

2006-07-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

damn pissed off todae.. wat the heck.. some stupid idiotic person who was in the wrong actually had the cheek to give mi attitude.. damn.. should hav taken advantage of passing by her to knock into her or somethin.. wat an idiot.. was in the lecture hall when tt happened.. and at tt time my arms were full of lecture notes.. i had indicated tt i wanted to walk passed her right side and in the end she still block my way and made some noise.. was so shocked by tt kind of behaviour tt i din hav the time to react.. by the time i returned to my seat i was fumin mad.. den i was complainin loudly to my fren who was sittin beside mi.. and she warned mi tt her bf was seatin in front of us and i was like.. wat the heck.. u tink i care? hav bf so wat? no big deal lo.. juz another person who's sharin ur life and who juz haapen to be of the opposite sex.. anyway had a quite a tense gp lesson if we were to go by joy's standards.. i actually felt tt it was alright.. maybe coz there wasn't anythin to fear in the first place for mi ba.. i mean if she called ur name to ans the qn den juz ans lo.. juz felt bad tt my fren got yelled at coz i helped her.. dunno whether wat i did was rite or wrong.. haiz..

2006-07-15T15:16:00.000+08:00

Wedding last episode - JNR & RSW

my fav song frm the show i watched.. hee..

2006-07-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

todae's post will be a short one... too tired physically and emotionally... gotten back most of my results todae... damn depressed and sad todae... haiz... dunno whether is it coz i hope for too much and in the end wasn't even in sight of the stars... can't get hold of the moon as a support and instead fall flat on my butt wif bruises and abrasions everywhere... dunno how long it takes for mi to be able to pick myself up again, dust off the dirt and continue on this journey again.. not sure whether there is even time for mi to do so... left bout 120 daes more to a lvls and 50 daes to prelims...

2006-07-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

lol.. finish watchin the vcd todae.. not bad actually.. alot of cryin.. haha.. but in the end all well's end well ba.. happi endin.. i like.. hahahaha... i mean who dun like happi endin? now hav to wait for a few daes to brainwash everythin and forget.. abit crazy i noe.. but sometimes watch till too into the show den abit hard to forget ba.. i guess.. aftereffects of the show.. haha.. maybe coz of i spent the whole 4 daes watchin eatin and breathin the show like i hav a part in the show as well.. weird feelin i guess.. lol.. oso rekindle my interest in pickin up my korean book and start revisin wat i had learnt b4.. tink alot of it went back to the teacher le.. haha.. quite expected i tink.. din touched the sub for more than a year plus.. and oso coz im not the native speaker nor in any environment which force mi to use the language tt's y so slcak bout it ba.. haha... anyway went to make another pair of specs todae... coz accordin to my optician my specs due to the collision wif a ball the other time had already been bent to the maximum.. anymore bendin of the specs it will break.. wahahaha... second time i had my specs made till to my spces kissin the ball.. hahaha.. not a bad specs i decided to make i guess.. abit of the trend now.. plastic frames so no longer as fragile as those metal specs.. and no longer blue this time.. haha.. it's red and not bad.. make mi look quite studious... hahaha... dunno whether is it a bad or good thing.. haha.. studious?? lol..

2006-07-06T15:08:00.000+08:00

no sch for 5 daes startin frm todae.. haha.. meanin late nites and slpin in.. more restin.. i tink.. haha.. tink coz of my greediness.. i lost my voice le.. hahaha.... anyway so bored on the first dae tt i decided to re-do my blogskin.. haha.. plus watchin a korean show thanks to my cousin who went to rent it.. its abt weddin and the characters life revolvin bout love and marriage.. haha... watched the first few eposides le... found tt its quite interestin and refreshin i guess.. coz the initative in the show was all taken by the ger instead of the guy.. callin him out, makin the first move, etc.. tink its goin to be a veri sad show le.. haix.. coz the guy in this case still cant forget bout his previous love (cant consider it as gf coz they were never together) and his love and another guy were bout to get married soon.. maybe because of this tt's y he had the notion of gettin married to the other ger.. to exact revenge or somethin.. anyway i tink he's quite selfish and all.. coz he expect the ger to love him w/o givin his love in return.. to accomdate to his lifestyle w/o actually him doin anythin.. lol... tt's all i watched.. even though this wasn't mention its the feelings i got frm watchin the show.. haha... tink too much le i guess.. hmm.. and interestin question tt keep on popin up in this show is wat's the most important critrea when two ppl get married? tink most of the ppl who get married wouldn't even hav to consider the question they juz do.. hmmm...

2006-07-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

exams finally over!!!!! todae after the diasterous phy paper, we went to rest and relax.. haha.. everyone was like die die die after the paper... seriously no hope foe the phy paper onli hope is tt i dun fail too badly i guess.. hahaha... anyway.. after the paper, chewy, joy, wee ling, xiang ting and mi made out way to our first stop of the dae.. haha.. tt's to wee ling's house to pick up badminton rackets and the net b4 proceedin to joy's house... haha.. reached wl's house at around 11 plus.. haha.. the childish duo.. namely mi and joy went rushin to the swing and the end result? got our butts bbqed.. hahaha... anyway.. after pickin up the rackets.. we went to joy's house.. lol.. we were sittin there eatin durians and watchin electra.. haha.. and my greediness got the better of mi.. even though i wasnt feelin too well on tt dae.. i still couldnt resist the temptation and ate the durians.. haha.. after the movie ended, we went down to play badminton... haha.. finally.. after so long we got to play badminton again.. haha.. we played for like close to 3 hours... b4 callin it a dae... great stamina if i could say so.. after tt we again went to the playground to play.. man.. dunno whether are we jc students or juz primary sch kids in oversized bodies... haha... anyway was quite fun.. went back to joy's house to play some cards b4 callin it a dae.. lol.. i now finally understand y joy's so frustrated wif her sec sis.. lucky we were onli there for a few hours.. i tink if she were my sis.. she would hav had died by my hands long ago.. hahahaha... tt commentis contributed by joy.. which is quite true i guess.. haha..

2006-06-30T21:48:00.000+08:00

haha.. intended to update my blog next week when my exams are finally over.. but couldnt resist.. gave myself a one dae break todae b4 continuin to mug for phy tmr.. haix..dunno whether should i continue muggin for phy paper 2 and 1 notz.. since my paper 3 is goin to fail damn badly and its marks are the biggest percentage for a single paper.. so no matter how well i do for paper 1 and 2 the marks will still not be veri gd.. haix.. so how? haix..
had a bad start this morn.. was late for sch and they had to scan the card for recordin purposes.. kaoz.. tink the attendants in sch are no-brainers.. i mean who in their rite mind wants to be late and to get a record to their name? the first thing i heard frm a indian teacher was "the same old faces again.." hello? get ur facts rite lo.. i was onli late for the first time lo... kaoz.. see ur face oso sian diao liaox.. anyway.. dun wanna space in my blog for this kind of ppl.. haha.. similar thing happened on wed when i was goin to sch for chem paper 3.. (haha.. wat's wrong wif mi? everytime either late or almost late on the daes of chem paper..).. lol.. the chem paper was quite okie almost like the mock exams except for some difficult qns.. haha.. and the mcq was even better.. all those i din noe i tikam and turns out the ans is correct.. haha.. the onli blemish to the whole exam? my itchy hand.. for two ans i changes the correct one to the wrong one.. (ouch.. lost marks juz like tt.. haix.. wat to do?) haha.. the funny thing was tt the paper was supposed to end at 11.. and i was still at qn 6 or 7 of the paper thinkin there's alot of time left.. haha.. den i was like eh.. wrong.. the paper ends at 11 and its already 1015!!! lucky for mi was tt there was onli 8 qns in the paper or else i will die.. haha.. anyway i tink it was on wed when i was takin 172 when there was this weird army guy.. was queuein up at the 172 line.. den went on board the bus.. had to wait for a long time b4 there was a sit on the bus.. tt same army guy who was starin at mi in the interchange suddenly changed seat frm the back to sit next to mi.. the weird of it? the seat he left to sit next to mi was oso occupied wif a person.. so there's no diff even if he switched seats lo.. tt's the first weird thing.. i felt his gaze fastenin on mi quite a lot of times.. and the prob was i din even noe him and i pretended i din see him kept on readin my notes and ignorin him.. and the next weird thing the person did was he shifted his seat once again to sit next to a lady when there was actually quite a number of plenty seats on the bus.. namely two empty seats in front of mi.. and oso alot more seats behind mi.. and the prob was tt after he changed his seats he still kept lookin back at mi.. i caught his gaze a few times.. damn.. was so creepy la..

2006-06-25T17:30:00.000+08:00

haix.. this last week im abit slackin le.. damn... actually is not abit slackin i tink i slacked alot this whole week.. and my exams start on tues.. haix.. i hope my slackin dun hav such a huge impact on my revision tt i've done and cleared.. i hope tt i can lock as much information into my brain as much as possible and not let the lazy worm in my body eat away the information tt i hav stored in my brain.. so worried.. =/ haix... tink i better go study now.. will not be bloggin till my exams are over.. which will be next next week.. all of u ppl out there pls wish mi luck and pray for mi!!!!!

2006-06-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

went for a hair cut todae(someone's goin to nag at mi now.. haha..) k.. not realli a hair cut.. more like a trim i tink.. haha.. anyway the length of hair went thru abit of changes.. its now shorter.. haha.. but not too much i guess.. anyway after the hair cut went visitin my aunties.. coz they live in the same block.. haha.. quite conveinent.. anyway my auntie was playin mahjong at tt time.. was standin behind one of the gamblers.. her chips were mountain high.. but i tink she dunno how to realli play a game.. more of luck.. kaoz.. her cards were easy to play lo.. but i dunno wat she was tinkin.. she could hav ate the card thrown by her neighbour and had two choices if she had ate tt card.. but in the end she chose not to do so and the next round she throw out the card which my aunt wanted and allowed her to win.. haha.. so sad.. tt's like ping hu $10 sia.. haha.. i tink she has too much chips to spare le ba... haha.. maybe tt or she's a no brainer.. haha.. anyway i was standin there when someone commented tt i wanted to learn how to play the game.. hello? even though im quite young i know how to play the game le lo.. thank you veri much but no thanks for wantin to teach mi coz i learnt frm the veri best.. haha.. tt's my mom.. surprisingly she tot mi and my bro how to play the game when i was sec 3.. haha.. tt time we borrowed a mahjong set frm my uncle and the three of us played at home.. lol.. i tink she had a hard time teachin us.. coz she juz picked up the skill not long ago b4 she started to teach us onli.. so at tt time we were learnin frm each other how to play the game.. anyway wif much observations and listenin on my part.. tink im able to play a not bad game now.. haha.. but still afraid to play wif my aunties and uncles.. coz they are practically experts.. haha.. they every weekend will play de.. how can i compare to them.. haha.. tink i still hav much to learn.. anyway.. after tt we went upstairs to my other auntie's house.. kaoz.. the doggie they hav at home is so naughty and fierce.. barks at every person who comes near their house.. haha.. anyway at a point in time there was chaos in the house coz my uncle had opened the bedroom door to let the dog out tnikin she was veri well-behaved.. haha.. in the end she came towards the sofa and tried boundin up the sofa, barkin at the same time.. and tt scared my mom who was sittin beside mi.. haha.. she in turn grabbed mi and screamed.. haha... in the end the dog, my mom and my auntie was makin so much noise i tot my ear-drums will burst.. haha... funny scene huh? wait till u were there i dun tink u will find it as funny as its ear splittin.. haha...

2006-06-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

argh!!!! my handphone keypad spoil le.. sadded.. somemore it was first thing in the norn.. spoilt my whole morn.. haix.. had an appointment to see the dentist todae.. tot maybe if see some handsome dentist will brighten up my dae.. haha.. in the end dun hav.. but still not too bad the dentist tt i saw was quite pretty as well.. haha.. later we met at suntec city to sorta celebrate my bro's bdae.. haha.. went to surf and turf to eat.. kaoz.. the servin is so big.. had to stuff myself silly so as not to waste food.. haha.. the food isnt too bad.. and its quite a gd price for students..(coz of the student price given) haha.. wif $8.90 u can hav free drinks, a soup, a big portion of fries and food.. the food isnt too bad as well.. haha.. den we went to a singtel shop to sign on a new line for dunno who.. (we juz wanted to get the free phone tt comes wif it coz the plan onli cost $9.90 per month... wahahaha..) the phone is to be for communal use.. wif mi gettin to use the most la.. (of course!!) at least this phone's function is still not too bad.. better den my phone now.. haha.. but since it is not for my own use.. i will hav to wait till the end of my 2 years plan to get a nice phone wif functions tt are better den my this phone now ba.. haha.. we next den went to jurong point to open an ocbc bank account for mi.. haha.. coz i tink the interest rate of ocbc bank is better den posb.. haha.. anyway the bank teller who served mi was so shuai..(swoon) haha.. eye candy sia.. not a bad way to end such a dae.. haha.. till next time den..

2006-06-21T20:29:00.000+08:00

38 years and 11 games........ and countin.. haix.. tot after 38 years and 11 years later eng will hav a chance to beat sweden last nite.. however to my dissapointment.. they din.. damnit.. england drew wif sweden.. make mi wake up and watch the match for nothin.. haix.. tot eng will win so i made the effort to wake up and watch it.. haix.. in the end wasted my time.. eng could hav won if not for tt last minute slipshod defence of eng on the corner kick taken by sweden.. haix.. and stupid owen had to take a knee injury 4 minutes into the start of the game.. dunno how this will affect his chances of playin in the world cup again.. haix..

2006-06-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

rained for two straight mornin.. and both mornings i had to go sch for mock exams.. haix.. so sad.. cannot slp in.. and had to reach sch in a state of discomfort.. the shoes were wet and was in this state for the rest of the dae.. haiz.. i hate rainy daes!!!(except when im at home or safely in some corner of the sch or at some place of my destination..haha..) anyway todae took the train instead of bus to sch and of all the luck i had to see two aunties pushin to get onboard the train at jurong east and i had the bad luck to sit next to them.. was slpin when suddenly i was being jabbed awake by the auntie.. haix.. and they din even bother to apologise.. wat the heck..
anyway.. for both the mock papers.. i could say tt all my hard work on maths has paid off.. haha.. did not bad for the mock.. hope to improve maybe do better durin the actual exam.. as for chem mock.. much leaves to be said.. haha.. din revise alot on it yet.. so i tink those i did revise on was still not bad.. but coz i haven started on organic chem (bulk of the marks was there) i did quite badly.. haha.. so now.. concentratin more on chem and the topics for phy paper 3.. haha.. hope im able to do well this time in mid-year instead of havin marks not worth mentionin like those gotten in my common test.. haha.. gonna revise now and watchin the england vs sweden match tmr morn.. hope eng wins!!! YEA!!!

2006-06-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

reached the library at 1015 and found 1 last large table to study.. but some other person whom occupied the table in front of the empty tabel for some reason asked her fren to go book the empty table.. wat the hell.. i din bother bout her and juz placed my belongings there and shoot them wif a glare and a funny look.. hello? 2 ppl knowin each other and occupyin two separate table? wat the hell? anyway din tink they were there to study juz sat there and chit-chated.. when their other fren came i had a shock.. lol.. the other fren was frm my sch and was my classmate's "twin".. wat a small world!! they left the table shortly.. haha.. and i had another shock when evelyn came and sat on the place where the two ppl juz left.. haha.. another queer thing whuich had happened was someone indian guy sharin the table wif mi suddenly ask mi a couple of weird qns.. "wat u studyin?"(i was doin some maths qns at tt time) and "are u gd in e sub?"(uh? wat was i suppose to say? i was so stunned i juz said no.. haha..)
wah.. tot would hav a veri peaceful and fruitful dae to study in the library todae becoz the mornin atmosphere was veri conducive.. din expect tt they ppl sharin my table would come and so mani times.. distractin mi.. haix.. but at least i still put in some gd work in the studies.. haha.. wah.. so unfair.. jj de mid-year onli covers j2 topics mine is like the whole j1 and j2 topics lahz.. haiz.. so little time so mani topics to revise.. but for jjcians, their exams is next week.. ours is when the sch reopens.. but such a great disparance.. a week and we hav to study frm j1 to j2.. haiz.. the gdd thing is we would be able to get a feel of the real actual format of the exams.. the bad thing? the highter possibility of failin.. haiz.. recieved a msg yesterdae askin j2 co ppl to go for two performances in july.. wat the heck? arent we supposed to hav step down? sudden request is coz dun hav enuff j1 ppl.. haiz.. so sian.. to go or not to go?

2006-06-16T16:22:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. din go study todae.. stayed up late to watch soccer last nite.. watched the match between england and trinidad & tabago.. was veri borin in the first half( coz of the so mani failed attempts by england to score a bloody goal..) till the point in time a goal was wonderfully saved by terry at the last minute.. for a sec i tot the goal was goin to go in for trinidad & tabago (in actually fact it would have gone in if not for tt wonderful save) haha.. wah.. was breakin out in cold sweat at tt time.. haha.. anyway the impt thing was tt it din went in.. haha.. second half was better wif the entrant of wayne rooney.. the pace and everything picked up.. but still a lot of failures at the goal.. either the goal post had to be made wider and longer or the strikers in the england team should go get their eyes checked.. the goals either were wide off the goalpost or they were too high above it.. anyway.. thank god they FINALLY scored in the 83rd minute by crounch followed by another goal by gerrad in the 91th minute.. haha.. oso accordin to my bro this is the best way to watch an england match.. to not let them hav a goal till a veri later time as they would continue to go on the attack instead of defendin if they had scored an early goal.. haha..

2006-06-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

saw a few familar faces in the library again when i went to study.. haha.. wai chong, shelia and oso evelyn.. wai chong and shelia were at the library to study.. haha.. secodn time this month tt i saw them studyin at the library le.. haha.. evelyn was the unexpected one i guess.. not tt im implyin she's not studyin or anythin.. hehe.. saw her at the most unexpected place.. outside the toilet door.. muhaha.. i was goin in while she was juz leavin.. we were walkin past each other b4 realisin.. haha.. anyway we chatted abit den parted ways.. haha.. anyway when i was in the toilet there was a couple of malay gers outside the cubicle doin some touchin up on their make-up spraryin themselves silly wif perfume.. anyway when i was bout to leave the cubicle.. i heard a veri loud crash and someone screamin( the scream and the sound of the crash was veri deafenin.. my eardrums were still hummin when i came out of the cubicle) and saw a glass splinter slip thru from underneath the door.. almost cut my leg.. was quite a close shave think the glass splint slid past my feet a mere inches onli.. wah.. when i came out i saw wat was left of a perfume bottle.. it completely shatter into tiny pieces.. and the whole toilet was quite nice smellin at tt point in time.. haha.. anyway.. did quite alot of studyin todae.. goin to complete my revision on maths soon.. ahaha.. but haven even start on my phy yet.. haix.. sian.. dun tink can complete all the revision by this mid-year liaoz.. how how? haix..

2006-06-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

an unexpected visitor at the library todae.. haha.. goin for my lunch break when i saw hui ying and her bro at the entrance of the library.. second time in two daes tt she aksked mi whether i wanna go eat sushi buffet le.. haha.. the offer is temptin if not for two reasons1) i need to study!!!! 2) both times i din bring enuff money.. haha.. two veri compellin reasons to make mi not wanna go for the buffet.. anyway came back to the library after a half an hour lunch at the kopitiam and saw elieen and jain jun studyin in the library as well.. the thought tt i tink most ppl on seein this would go: "are they datin?".. first reaction of mine was also tt.. haha.. anyway i through my great deduction, they are most probably plain study companions.. coz they both hav common interest in basketball.. (sheclock holmes at work here..lol..) anyway after around 4 plus.. the gang of 4? came visitin mi at the library wif one keep on sayin he's gonna give birth soon.. (>.<) dunno whether were we too noisy or was it coz it was time for the person to do her rounds.. anyway she had the both of us scared(the rest were like never mind or they din bother).. haha.. the reason we were scared was coz we both had been scolded by her b4.. and she has tt forbiddin and unsimilin face(maybe its neccessary for her work or somethin?) meda it even worse.. but she din do anythin juz walked passed us.. haha.. but tt was enuff for ying.. ahaha.. she keep urgin her bro and cousins to go.. leavin mi alone in the library to mug.. haix.. anyway someone rem she has a promise to mi wor.. dun forget sia..

2006-06-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

spent the dae lazin aorund wif a novel in hand.. haix.. should not had borrowed books yesterdae.. anyway spent the dae readin and tinkin bout stuff.. mostly bout frens i guess.. hmm.. straightened out my thinkin le ba.. whenever i am wif my other best fren.. i was always not myself and i tink abit fake and hypocritical.. dunno y.. maybe its becoz in my subconscious i had tried to treat her the way she treated mi i tink.. and whenever im wif ying.. the feelin is totally different.. more relaxed more of being my own self.. tt' y i tink we both enjoy each other's company so much.. and im so slow onli to realise it now.. or maybe should say i kai qiao le.. haha.. anyway.. watever it is.. i enjoyed the sec sch daes when we were so close.. maybe the person(s) who had changed in this frenship is the both of us till we cant complement each other anymore..

2006-06-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

boy.. it was rainin in the mornin and quite heavily.. so cant balme mi we i decided to sunggle in bed instead of goin to the library to study.. haha.. and stayed at home till bout three plus b4 meetin hui ying at the library to eat.. haha.. she had her last common test todae.. mine haven start yet but so afraid tt i wun be able to complete my revision by next week.. haiz.. and i tink im addicted to the sims le.. haiz.. was playin at hui ying's house again todae.. haha.. in the end played till we started chatin bout us learnin the third language..(she learnt jap and i learnt korean) and found out tt we actually learnt more things watchin anime and drama serials den wat the teacher taught us.. haha.. and we actually returned wat we learnt back to teachers.. tink i returned more to the teacher den hui ying.. coz i learnt it like two years ago and it had gone rusty without much use(so typical).. haha..

2006-06-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

busy wif studies and slckin.. haha.. and yesterdae hui ying suddenly commented tt my horoscope and mi are totally two different matter.. haha.. said tt my horoscope should make mi bossy, high-handed and abit bad-tempered.. haha..when i said tt its actually quite true she gave mi tt incredulous look sayin true mehz? haha.. of course its true la.. except i dun do tt all the time i guess make mi kinda like a timid leo.. haha.. watched the 7 pm channel u show.. haha.. quite nice but i like owen( the second male lead) better den the william( the male lead).. haha.. and according to hui ying is coz he's a dead ringer for ming dao.. (quite true i guess..) actually there's another reason.. i tink he's more my type of guy.. at least the guy he's playin la.. haha..

2006-06-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

hmm.. finally after two daes of slackin.. the muggin continues.. haha.. wanted to reach the library at 10 to study de.. but the blasted rain started at tt time.. haiz.. in the end had to wait till 2 b4 i finally reached the library to mug.. not a bad dae.. mugged for 7 straight hours and completed most of wat i wanted to do i guess.. wif a small tea-break in between.. haha.. tried the prata at the library's cafe.. its not bad and worth tryin i guess for two partas u would hav been veri full.. *yum yum* the prata man said bye bye to us.. haha.. and ying said tt they hav gd service attitude and i repli tt coz have chio bu (namely mi.. hahaha..) tt's y they so friendly to us.. haha.. haix.. someone's gonna get an mp3 soon (*envious*) coz her discman was spoilt and the reason is unknown.. and accordin to sherlock holmes' great deduction.. it could be due to the heavy downpour tt someone braved to go to the library to "chop" seats.. haha.. anyway.. had to share the table wif two other ppl (was quite cramp) tink they frm sajc(not sure bout it..haha.. sherlock holmes is not so brillant afterall.. haha..)..

2006-06-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

another slackin dae.. haha.. planned to study but in the end slack the whole dae at hui ying's house.. haha.. played the sims 2 at her place and also mahjong!!!! haha.. tt blur ger bai wu long.. haha.. cannot game she still go blur blur game.. in the end had to pay the rest of us the full amount.. (obvious who lost badly rite? haha..) anyway went to scoopz for ice-cream.. wah the raspberry flavour was so sour and the taste was like they used raspberries tt were spoilt to make the ice-cream.. haha.. we werer commentin tt it taste like sushi, vinegar etc..

2006-06-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. slacked the whole dae todae.. books thrown aside.. i spent my whole dae readin newspaper and watchin i not stupid too vcd and slpin.. haha.. damn.. the i not stupid too show was so touchin tt i was brawlin at the end of the show.. haix.. who wouldnt? the father in the show din noe how to express his love to his son becoz of he grew up in a violent familal background and the onli thing he was gd at was to discpline his child thru his fists and he wanted veri much to show his love for his child.. which in the end he did by dyin for him.. sad rite? haiz.. made mi cried buckets and when i tot of my father i cried even harder and lots of images flash back in my own mind.. those little things tt he had done for mi and the things we done together as a family.. made mi treasure those things he done for mi.. weird huh? when the person's around u take for granted wat he does for u.. when he's not den u start to wan to treasure it but by den it may be too late le..

2006-06-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

went to the library to study again.. my life sounds abit dull and borin now.. study study study.. haix.. wat to do? havin the mid years u noe.. lol.. if now dun study wait till when lehz? haha.. anyway.. cramped in like 3 chaps of maths todae..(not bad huh?) and guess wat? we saw tt grp of guys in the library again todae.. haha.. hui ying commented tt they muz be veri free to be in the library and doin nth.. quite true.. haha.. nth eventful for the rest of the dae.. (wat can happen at the library when u are studyin?) opps.. i forgot to mention tt i coulda hav saw shu hui at jp todae.. din noe is it her coz cant see the ger's features properly and it was damn crowded..(of course la.. it's a sat and somemore holis.. of course the shoppin centre will be packed wif ppl.. lol)

2006-06-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

todae had lessons early in the mornin.. and guess wat? i was late and i forgot to bring my money(gosh.. wat a blur sotong.. haha..) but i wasnt the onli one.. and teacher had decidedd onli to start the lesson at 845.. i reached there at 841.. haha.. was almost late.. hehe.. lesson ended at around 1030 after which was chillin out at the library (and it was realli chilled.. haha) stayed there till 1230 before goin out to Mac for lunch.. came back to sch wif lots of time to spare.. in the end we went to the lecture hall early.. the lecture was a mad rush to complete copyin the tutorial.. was so tirin.. the last time i did so much writin in such a short period of time was doin lit in sch.. lol.. after sch i went to the library to cramp in some studyin.. reached the library and could not find a proper seat.. in the end had to sit on the floor.. when i reached the library saw a group of guys at a corner doin nth.. hmm... to keep a long story short.. the group of guys were staring at my general direction everytime i lift my head i would see the grp of guys starin.. tot a fight will break out or somethin coz after the two gers to my left left a grp of malay guys sat down there and boy, were they noisy.. even had announcements tt asked them to quieten down.. haha.. even saw two policeman at the library.. wah... and tt was b4 hui ying joined mi at the library.. the curious thing was tt grp of guys at the corner continued starin at our direction.. lol.. and they were distractin when they walked passed our table quite alot of times.. den i heard them tokin bout a black shirt ger(who is hui ying..) i had the feelin tt they wanted to ask us for somethin.. but they din and left.. haha.. juz had tt weird feelin.. and shared it wif hui ying who said somethin bout the guy being veri young and wanna chased us like mother and son like tt.. haha.. the analogy was damn funny.. haha.. and quite true i tink coz my hair at tt time was tied up in quite an auntie style(din had time in the morn to properly tie my hair and my hair todae wasnt veri docile..) lol... anywway had dinner at kopitiam and im feelin abit sick and fervish now.. haha.. dunno whether is it coz of a temperature or coz of the food i consumed for dinner.. haha..

2006-06-01T15:00:00.000+08:00

knew tt there had to be some adjustments to be made after my dad was not around.. wat i din noe tt it will be so darn difficult and hard.. esp for my mom.. b4 this my mom had to work onli for her to pass time.. and she like job-hoppin around to gain more experience workin wif different ppl.. and she's been quite unhappi in her present job for sometime.. some stupid person keep on pickin on her and other clinc assisstants.. more so for my mom coz she's a part-timer and has already gotten some of the privelleges of the full-timers due to the nature of her work.. and tt lady for some weird reason sees my mom as a thorn in the flesh and keep pickin on her.. however my mom's no pushover and hence in the allocation of work she cant be paired up wif tt lady.. and my poor mom gets the most hectic nites becoz of this reason.. she was complainin to mi last nite.. i asked her to change her job and she went like "u better study harder.. den i dun hav to work liaoz.." damn.. at tt moment i realli wished tt im no longer studyin and actually out workin in the society so tt i can share her burden.. and my bro is not makin it any better.. tt insensible boy.. tink he creates more problems for us den helpin at home.. leaves the house and forgets to come back at his own stipulated time.. always later den the time he says.. doesnt want to study harder.. (his results are realli bad..) spends most of his time in front of the com doin who noes wat.. haiz.. so frustratin..

2006-05-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

haha..had to go sch for extra lesson todae and i overslept.. lol.. tot it was to be a bad start for mi.. but tt was not so.. haha... went to class and i found tt someone took my chem tys.. and i got it back.. YAY!!! okie.. never mind tt someone wrote her name on my book.. im too happi to bother wif tt le.. and im not so fierce k... i dun scold ppl over trival things.. haha.. went out lunching at kfc..and had a veri cute ger sittin next to us.. she was oso quite well-behaved until she flicked her straw and sprayed some ice milo on joyner.. poor joy.. she actually helped tt little ger to pick up her drink tt dropped on the floor and in the end kena sprayed.. haha.. but who can be angri wif such a cute ger.. certainly not joy.. anyway we were runnin late and i had not finished eatin and had to stuff my face wif fries like a hamster.. haha.. went to sch den found out tt we were actually earlier and someone din even on the bloody aircon in the lecture hall makin it so stuffy and warm.. and the lecturer was goin at so fast a speed we could not understand wat was goin on and the warmness of the room did not make it any better in fact it made it worse!! haha.. i tink after the aircon was on everyone was so relieved and i tink esp joy who suddenly become so high.. dunno wat happened to her oso.. haha.. not a bad dae afterall.. except for tt small blemish i guess.. lol..

2006-05-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

went to the library to study todae.. was like a drwoned rat when i reached coz it was rainin quite heavily at tt time.. (damn.. y had the library be so far frm the interchange?) hmm.. anyway todae went to study but forgot to bring alot of things 1) calculator 2) data booklet 3) foolscape.. (blur huh?) anyway my saviour in the form of hui ying came to my rescue.. (haha.. thx..) did some conducive studyin (i tink) lol..
anyway after tt we went to Mac to hav a small tea break and went to hui ying's house to play mahjong.. haha.. won a bit.. (so sad.. din play money.. onli played wif chips.. haix..) the queer thing was tt the both of us had some invisible thread linkin us together.. watever i wanted she oso wants it or has it.. haha.. (lucky our taste in guys is different or else i tink we will be fightin over the same guy as well.. lol.. rite?)

2006-05-29T20:29:00.000+08:00

damn.. im addicted to readin comics again.. thx to someone.. haha..(not tt im blamin her...) so gd to mi how can blame her neh? esp when she noes tt i love readin tt genre of comics..(thoughful huh? envious? jealous? muhahah..) she also made mi realise tt ppl around mi actually noe mi better.. hmm... should treat them and her better hor...hmmm... makes mi tink of e sayin treat ppl the way u wan them to treat u... okie.. im forgetful sometimes.. but i still rem some of her quirks and her likings (im not tt heartless k? haha..)
but hav u ever tot wat if a person treats u shabbily will u realli return the favour of treatin that person as shabbily as he/she treats u? or would u do the opposite? i dunno wat i will do.. most prob i will treat the person the way he/she treats mi ba.. haha.. im not so magnanimous a person i guess..(so be careful those who dare tread on my toes.. *evil grin*)..opps.. tt's my alter ego speakin.. lol.. im realli not tt bad (cross my heart and hope to die) at least not tt i noe of.. haha.. time does change a person i guess (but not much).. im still as playful and naughty as im in pri sch (might hav mellow during this time frame.. not sure bout it..haha..) or is this my personality? if tt is the case i tink it will be veri hard to change le.. as they say a leopard cant change its spots.. im stuck wif it.. and i dun tink its a bad thing afterall it oso goes to show tt im optimistic rite? haha..

2006-05-28T15:14:00.001+08:00

start of the june holis le.. YAY!!!! this mean late nites and able to slp past 8 in the mornin.. wahahaha.. the downside of it? to mug for the mid-year exams during this period.. lol..
the rainy weather makes goin out too troublesome.. so i guess im holed up at home wif this blog and my books for company.. its also the perfect weather to burrow under the blankets and stay in tt warm cocoon.. *aaarhhh* pure bliss.. haha.. not yet hittin my books and im already thinkin of ways to slack... opps.. hahaha...^^

2006-05-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

the pfm tonite was great!!!! (im not exaggeratin) everyone was damn high after the pfm.. aftereffects of it i guess.. and it was the onli time tt i din wanna go home.. haix.. feelin abit sad now gonna miss it i guess.. anyway thx for the gift tt u gave it to us.. its verrriii nice... hahaha.. and best of luck to those pjc co exco members.. the fate of this co is now in ur hands.. u can either make it or break it.. i hope its the former.. even if u wanna break oso try to have BREAKthroughs k? lol... best wishes to all of u and gd luck!!!!

2006-05-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

woah... the movie was cool... suddenly had mi perked up to noe more of the different religious grps.. (din noe there was so much variety..) but.. there were some gross scenes.. esp the one in which the person inflict pain on himself through whippin and wrappin a thick iron chain around his thigh.. accordin to the movie some ppl are so devoted to the religion tt they do this.. erm... not tt i hav anythin against it.. but i tot u are supposed to love ur own self and im not so sure is this one way in which love can be showered on oneself.. and the person in the movie was named Silas (familar name.. anyone care to enlighten mi?) creepy person as well.. no life in his eyes and has a glassy quality to it.. *shivers*
opps... forgot to mention tt i had a fall when leaving the cinema*blush*.. the shoe was slippery and my legs were achin frm the long duration (ooookkiee.. abit lame).. the best thing tt came out of the fall was tt there was not much witness to tt embrassin event.. damn im such a kultz..
*yawn*.. a tired one.. lol... need to get some slp tmr there's a pfm for college dae..

2006-05-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

OMG... im goin to fail my GP... haiz... at least for my essay paper i guess.. damn.. it was bloody crappy.. din noe wat i was writtin bout.. (how crappy is tt?) hope i fare better in my paper 2.. can onli leave it to the powers beyond mi.. damn.. i dun like this feelin of not being in control of my own results.. okie.. wrong frame of mind for now.. gotta go out now.. watchin The Davinci code later.. And way cool someone is treatin mi to dinner at sakae (envious)... muhahaha...

2006-05-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

haiz... wat a bad dae it is todae... damnit!!!! bad things realli come in three i guess.. and im goin to list them all down (WARNING: may sound like an old woman)
1) went to look for my chem tys which i left in sch yesterdae in my haste to get out of the classroom and found tt some person took my book away
2)phy teacher din come up for class as he had to attend some course.. left us wif some assignment to do.. told a couple of my frenz during the break.. THEY promised tt they will come to class(no prize for guessin wat they didnt do) and the teacher suddenly decide to pop into the classroom for a quick peek and he was quite disappointed wif us..
3) some rumors had said tt there wasnt any maths tutorial tt dae.. so my clique wanted to double checked to confirm the rumor.. and confirm we did tt there WAS maths tutorial.. but by den some ppl had already left sch.. we went back to class and the teacher started askin qns bout who we got tt rumor frm.. (hello? for ur info we were actually the last few to noe of this matter if u had bother to check..) and she started to go bout sayin tt we should check tt rumor out b4 statin it as a fact.. (erm.. did i mention tt we wanted to double checked?)

Damn.. this is outrageous.. but wat can we do? onli sliently fume inside i guess.. i hope this bad luck thingy will worn off tonight... dun carry it till tmr.. im sittin for my GP mid year!!!

2006-05-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

Damn.. i failed my phy test.. but its kinda expected i guess.. tt topic wasn't my strongest i guess.. Electromagnetism and and magnetic field.. some stupid topic bout Fleming's left hand rule, right hand rule, Faraday's and Lenz's laws... haiz.. make mi so confused.. signin off to lick my wound now...

2006-05-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

long time since i had written an entry on this blog.. lots of things happened during this period of time.. one of the most satisfying thing tt happen of course was the incident tt a pjc teacher had went on The New Paper for somethin tt HE did.. im not "suanin" him or anythin.. but wat he did realli is detestable.. hmmm... gettin confused?? LOL...
well.. this was wat happened and tt was written in the report.. a certain responsible hardworkin and caring chem teacher had in a last resort forced a student frm his class to sign a non-committment contract (and he was literally forced to do it as the teacher had said if he did not sign the paper the lesson will not commence) . by now question mark would have gone off in ur head huh? accordin to this report the student was a "bo chap" kid.. and the teacher had wanted to motivate the student into studyin usin this kind of method..(weird)
anyway once this report was known to the students in the sch most of them came to the same ans as to who the teacher was..(great deduction? unfortunately not..) he is the "best" teacher u can ever find in the world i guess to thinkof such creative methods to motivate students into studyin (okie.. abit of personal vendeatte wif the teacher... never detested a teacher as much as i do till now..).. i could go on forever rantin and ravin bout the teacher's conduct but this is MY blog.. y should i give so much a space to an unworthy teacher as him?

2005-05-01T14:00:00.000+08:00

haha.. had a full dress reheraseal todae.. (haiz.. so sad sat still need to go sch for cca.. haha..) but it was quite fun todae... dunno y mi and my other partner were like so high and crazy todae.. we were like talkin bout jacky wu's show (the one where he hosted it wif a-ya and yang cheng ling..).. we were like sayin one of his fav verses.. the "wo bu shi tou da.. wo zi shi tou fa dou" thingy.. haha.. was quite fun... den my senior started singin the song he sang durin one of the shows.. (oso the same epsiode as the verse i typed out juz now..)

haha... when i went back todae after the practice i heard someone playin my blog song on the piano..(whoa.. it was nice man..) and guess wat it as a guy.. (wahooo.. however he was not the kind which would be beatify by the music.. haha.. coz i saw the look him playin the piano.. there wasn't a glow or rupture expression in his face to brig out his feelings..).. however it was realli damn nice... lolx.. this i hav no comment..

2005-04-30T14:30:00.000+08:00

if looks could kill i tink the whole class would have been burnt to crisp (except for mi of course.. i had a huge fan coolin mi down.. lolx..) din noe wat set her alight most.. the fact that we din hand in our acknowledgement form for the spa thingy.. or the fact that we broke one of her house rules that is not to talk durin the mornin assembly announcement time.. anyway i tink its like she had everything kept inside her for a long time b4 she started burstin into flames.. she mentioned alot of incidents which made her sad and disappointed wif the class.. im oso one of the culprits who was responsible in makin her feel this way... that was when i talked during mornin assembly and ate the sweet tt she confiscated... so i would like to apologize to her.. im sorri..

2005-04-29T15:20:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. todae durin assembly had a performance.. but i was like so nervous(okie practically all of us were nervous... so that means that the pace at we were playin will be like super fast... lolx and that realli happened.. haha.. but it was like so predictable lo... hope and pray that this would not be the case during the syf..) dotz.. i played alot of notes wrongly..haiz.. wat am i gon to do? syf is like onli 4 daes away... die liaoz.. haha.. but when they recorded the music we were playing.. i couldn't even hear mi playin the wrong notes... haha... maybe coz whenever i reahed the place where i have the tendency to get wrong i will be in auto mode to play it super soft so as not to affect the music.. haha... clever rite? lolz..)

but durin practice time(yes.. we had practice..) there wasn't so much of a tendency to be wrong maybe of these reasons..
1) there wasn't a audience
2)no stress in playing (coz no frens watchin mi perform)
3)i was in my usual seat(durin the performance i was sittin in the wrong place coz they switched the places of the instruments..)
4)the guy i like wasn't there????
5)my frens stirred my feelings and made mi nervous???
6)i was tinkin of the audience and hence crazy thoughts were racin thru my mind????

haha... im like playin twenty qns here... damn.. im tired..

2005-04-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

was kicked out of phyiscs class todae.. however i wasn't the onli one(practically the whole class was kicked out.... haha...) all this coz of not completein our worksheet he gave us... wat sia... i tried lo.. but i still cant do... i tried to do the first qn.. but i dununderstand a bloody thing on the topic and i dun even understand wat the qn was asking.. how do u expect mi to do?

had cca todae too.. damn tiring.. practice started at 330 and ended at 630... haiz... not in the mood to do any hmwk le.. damn tired sia...haha.. i cant even keep my eyes open anymore.. im like typin wif my eyes half-shut...lolx...

2005-04-20T13:32:00.000+08:00

damn.. wat accurate prediction.. my legs and thighs are realli achin like hell now.. could not even squat down to wear my shoes.. climbin up and now the stairs has necer been this difficult.. first time tt i did not take the stairs now to the first floor.. instead i took the lift.. however my block is one of the old estates which do not hav a lift landin on every level.. and the way down to the 6th floor (i lived on the 8th) was excruicatin.. felt all the muscles tense up and pullin..

could hav been able to come home early to slp.. who noes coz of a someone i hav to loiter outside and not able to come home to slp.. damn tired now.. juz coz tt someone.. y cant this peron juz disappear frm the face of the world and save us a whole lot of trouble? okie.. tt was mean of mi.. but hey im gettin grouchy coz im deprived of my sleep..) i could barely keep myself awake enuff to do my hmwk.. fallin flat on my face soon..(anyone for a face pizza? lolx..) haiz.. im startin to hate physics more now.. y does it hav to be so difficult? y?y? (okie.. im crappin here.. so feel free to ignore mi.. lolx..) hope i will be able to even do one qn of the projectile motions worksheet (this seems to be a herculean task for mi when im already stuck at the first qn and i dunno how to proceed.. oh.. someone juz help mi......)

2005-04-19T12:58:00.000+08:00

had pe todae.. was so damn tedious.. i hav a veri bad feelin my legs and thighs will be achin like hell tmr.. we had to do jumps up the steps of the grandstand for two full minutes in addition to leanin back against the wall with our legs at a right angle for another two minutes and so the torture went on(shouldn't bother u wif the minute details..) anyway had tons of hmwk to complete by tonight.. plus the prelimary idea for project work(which till now i still do not have an inkling wat im goin to write bout) juz came back frm co prac.. damn tired now.. almost brain dead..haha hope tt i will be able to complete as much work as possible.. lolx... need to start on it now..

2005-04-16T12:30:00.000+08:00

startin the countdown to the doom dae.. havin the singapore youth festival central judging for chinese orchestra on the 3 of May which is on a tuesdae(after a quick check on the calender) which is like less den three weeks away.. how am i supposed to accomplish everythin in juz 3 weeks? im dyin soon.. and im feelin sick.. havin flu and block nose.. havin difficulty breathin.. and havin prac tmr.. what the heck.. dunno how to play sia.. den there onli hav another yangqin(the instrument im playin) player.. this is pathetic man.. this is the first time i've seen onli a yangqin player and they are going for syf.. most of the time its like the maximum four players would have been reached.. now we onli hav one? and plus the fact tt she's onli playin this instrument for this competition? what bout after the competition? does this mean tt im goin to be a solo player? what the heck.. this is scary.. i've never been in a solo b4.. dammit.. could someone please save mi? lolx..

2005-04-14T12:53:00.000+08:00

whew.. todae din get the chance to watch the horror movie shutter coz for some unknown reason they suddenly cancelled it for which i'm eternally grateful.. haha.. anyway todae's workload is damn terrible.. i'm takin a breather now.. haha.. had chinese hmwk to do todae plus chem practical, phy practical, phy tutioral on kinematics and forces of which one was taught in the first three months where i din take phy and another was the lecture tt i missed to go for my doc's appointment.. the lecturer was damn fast.. completed the whole chap on forces in one single lecture session.. now im like a lost lamb.. i dunno how to do.. help!!! haha..

sort of had a gals outin todae.. the four of us(joyner,wee ling,chew yen and mi of course!!) shopped almost all of lot 1 went to "more than words", "body shop" (whew.. couldn't stand the smell even though i was havin a little trouble breathin in through my blocked nose..) "ts", and "mini toons".. bought 4 phone key chains of baby blue colour frm mini toons one for each of us.. haha.. din noe wat we were doin in the four shops tt took the whole of the afternoon.. onli knew tt the time we spent at ts was talkin and lookin at vcds there.. lolx.. we finally left onli at 5.30.. we had wanted to go home at an earlier time to do our hmwk de.. haiz.. in the end still went home so late.. haha.. now am so damn tired le.. dun feel like doin any hmwk anymore.. damn.. die liaoz.. haha..

2005-04-13T11:59:00.000+08:00

i tink im one of the slow reaction kind of person.. watched the horror movie yesterdae and onli felt the effects todae.. started wif mi goin to the toliet alone during maths lecture.. tot of the toilet scene in the movie ju-on yesterdae.. where one of the females was in the toilet and recieve phone call frm her brother-in-law(who was supposed to be dead).. den "someone" shuffled by her cubicle and went to the next one.. as she was talkin and was distrubin the person next door the person rapped on her door.. she left the cubicle and was walkin out of the toilet when her key chain suddenly dropped on the floor.. as she picked up the doll the cubicle slowly opened revealin the occupant inside(guess who? no prize given for correct ans.. lolx..) den as i was in the toliet.. my imagination went into overdrive thinkin of the possible places the head or hand could appear.. actually i did noe tt i hav a fertile imagination onli din noe how fertile it was till i experience it firsthanded..

another incident which scared the hell out of mi was when i was bathin juz now.. as my bathroom door was a little faulty, the door would open when the wind gust thru.. den when i was havin my bath.. it looks like it was goin to rain heavily with thunder rollin and lightnin flashin.. and you could oso hear the wind blowin.. den suddenly my bathroom door was blown partially open and cold wind gusted thru.. and my imagination went into overdrive again.. i tink my house could be in one of the horror movie or somethin with all this background and everythin.. damn.. my heart is racin now juz thinkin of it.. morale of the story for mi is not to watch a horror movie again.. i tink i cant escape as there's another horror movie screenin tmr.. which my frenz will most defintely wanna watch.. hence i'm compiled to do so too.. all this is the fault of joyner.. actually i din wanna watch ju-on it was she who encouraged mi to step into tt stupid lecture therate for the movie screenin tt and the fact tt none of my classmates were all watchin it too..
and i tot wat the heck.. juz watch the movie and get it over and done with.. and stepped into tt lecture therate.....

2005-04-12T12:58:00.000+08:00

damn.. had ro watch two horror movies within four daes..(my own record).. actually i detest watchin horror movies.. okie.. i admit im a coward k? but todae's screenin of ju-on wasn't that sacry.. and i apologise on almost renderin someone beside mi daef wif my screamin.. actually i screamed bcoz of the chain effect.. other ppl were screamin their heads off scarin off my wits.. leadin to mi screamin.. actually i tot that the other movie (samara) tt i watched was much scarier then ju-on.. maybe bcoz in the case of ju-on.. i noe wat i was facin.. and my imagination would not run wild as in the case of samara where the face of the female ghost was covered where it is all up to ur own imagination as to how u wan ur 'ghost' to look like.. where the face was completely covered with hair..(btw.. wat's wif the long hair? both of the female ghosts had long black hair..)

anyway before the movie screenin we had general paper tutorial.. it was so sucky.. couldn't hear clearly wat the teacher was talkin.. it was maybe partly our fault.. no one was listenin to her and everyone was havin their own coversation.. however it was largely hers.. she was so soft-spoken tt even i sittin at the front row couldn't even hear wat she was talkin clearly.. (hello?) how are u supposed to make us pay attention to u when u could not even hold our attention for a few mins.. the worst part of the lecture was at the end when she gave us some questions and make us determine wat set type it was.. we told her wat the ans to the qns were and suddenly they were arguin over somethin tt i couldn't even hear and undersatnd..(din noe whether they were talkin in english or in some foreign language..) halfway or rather near the end of the lesson it started to rain.. the atmosphere of horror movie was created when the windows of the classroom suddenly one after another started to close..

2005-04-08T13:30:00.000+08:00

had a doctor's appointment todae.. this echo check was to be done every 3 to 5 years.. so this is the 5th year and hence the check-up(duh).. my doc say there's a thickenin of the left side my my heart valve.. the doc explain it to my mom and mi tt means tt i would need to take antibotice everytime i see the dentist.. and it has to be taken 1 hour b4 the dentist procedure.. so troublesome.. my doc oso said tt i would need to tell my doctor if there is any need to go for surgey(which i sincerely hope not) i would hav to tell my surgeon bout my heart condition and they would hav to consider whether do i need to take antibotics for tt surgery itself.. so tt means i have to be veri careful not to let anyhthin infect my heart or it would mean 4 weeks in a hosptial in a drip with antibotics(again).. and the problem with antibotics is tt after takin it too long.. ur body would build up a system to resist it.. and hence a stronger antibotic would be needed.. which is not a gd news.. okie.. it's gettin too medical and heavy here.. time to lighten up.. lolx.. thing is if i had finish sch todae.. i would most prob reach home earlier den my check-up time.. muc much earlier.. my sch ends at 3.30 while my appointment dragged till 5 plus b4 the orderal was FINALLY over.. missed my physics lecture(dunno whether is it a blessin in disguise tt i hav my appointment todae).. lolx.. oso missed my maths tutitoral.. heard frm joyner the maths tutor veri lame.. goin to see it for myself tmr.. haha..

2005-04-07T10:30:00.000+08:00

went for the bowlin trials todae.. as expected i din get into the ca.. with my damn lousy results who's goin to wan mi? haha.. anyway i noe myself.. onli went there to throw my money down the drain(literally).. haha.. but i had fun.. haiz.. cant say the same for long cheng.. he onli rolled finsihed the first frame b4 he was pulled out to join the sch team(damn you).. haiz.. tt means i could onli go back to chinese orcherstra(i dun wan.. *actin like a petulant child*) why am i SO lucky to be stuck in chinese orchestra for all my sch life? (i was in co frm pri sch onwards..) sad.. was scarred badly by the secondary sch chinese instructor.. i wan's the onli one.. practially everyone in my batch was.. heard frm someone tt he likes mi.. alot as in my skills but its still....(gross)..

2005-04-03T14:50:00.000+08:00

we went bowlin after the cip we did todae.. tt is after decidin and havin our lunch at bukit panjang plaza we had a chat and brainwash session after lunch(we were persuadin jin ming not to transfer to jj askin him to stay at pj).. it was quite fun esp wei kwang.. he had wanted to try spinnin the ball.. all the times tt he spinned the ball.. it looked like it was goin to be a perfect hit.. until the last lap.. where the ball always would find its way to the longkang(sounds like the ball is able to scent the longkang huh?).. i hate it when i play there's a yo pin next to mi on the next lane bowlin.. he's like a jinx.. everytime i play beside him.. my bowlin ball will head for the longkang(uncanny huh?).. i demand a refund frm him!!!! haha.. even though i was at the bottom few for both games at least i din strike two times being the lowest scorer(guess who is it?*drum rolls* wei kwang!!!).. after we finished bowlin.. the guys played pool.. another funny moment was tt wei kwang(again.. wat a joker..lolx) did a jump.. he din hit a single ball.. instead the white ball headed straight into the pocket.. we were laughin our heads off when the ball went in..

2005-04-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

todae was a rainy saturdae.. tot tt wif the rain it will be coolin and comfortable to snuggle up in bed and be comfortable able to sleep late like a normal saturdae.. however it was not meant to be.. had to wake up early to get ready for sch.. had cip(community involvement programme) todae.. we had to knock on every door of four blocks tt we were in charge of.. our class was split into four grps.. my grp took the smallest block(279) which had onli four storeys and three different parts to it(the corridors were not linked).. as we expected we ended like half and hour into the cip onli tt it wasn't as easy.. the ppl in tt block was like soooo unfriendly.. we knocked on the door and not a single one responded to our cry of collectin old newspaper.. we were shown the door throughout the whole cip we did.. one household made a distinct impression on mi was tt the owner was at home wif the door opened fully.. we had knocked on the gate and had shouted ourselves hoarse b4 he shouted to us.. "there's someone at home. but im not free"(direct translation frm chinese).. he din't even hav the courtesy to walk to the door and tell us this.. sooooo damn rude.. the grp of us was like "rich ppl livin in this blocks are so snobbish".. lucky not everyone frm the other blocks had the same attitude as tt guy.. as we ended fast we decided to go to one of the blocks our clicks were doin and help up(at least they salvage wat little impression i had left by donatin generously their old stuffs)..

2005-04-02T13:50:00.000+08:00

todae had a class lunch at pizza hut..(had more ppl this time.. 4 more than last time)we ordered 3 sets of set D (comprises of the rings,chicken wings and 2 sets of pizza).. we could not finish everything.. left a few pieces of pizza and we decided to play game where someone thinks up a number and the rest of us takes turn to guess the number the person tot of.. and the one who guess it correctly will(unfortunately) had to eat up the pizza wif additional toppings of cheese and chilli.. i din get to eat the pizza wif the additional toppings(lucky mi).. lolx.. after the unch outin had to make our way back to sch for chem lesson.. realli regretted doin so.. the damn lecturer din even go thruogh anythin on th topic and started going through the tutorials and giving us the solutions.. all of us was like talkin and copyin the solutions blindly w/o even knowin wat it was all about.. lucky i took chem for the first three months and understood the topic quite well and lucky for mi i quite like chem as a sub.. or else i wun hav detest the sub even more after attendin the lecture.. make it sound sp difficult when it is actually so easy wif the explaination of the topic first.. (i miss my chem lectres at innova).. and therefore i' proud to say he is oso in my blacklisted name.. and i hope and pray tt he would oso not be my tutor.. i tink my frenz will agree wif mi.. at leat i noe i did.. she had oso placed the physics lecturer and the chem lecturer on her blacklist too.. (guess they should be honoured huh? lolx) had phy lecture todae too.. expect the lecturer was a different person.. but i guess it made no diff.. i still fell asleep in the lecture.. *sad* tried real hard to keep myself awake.. i guess coz my brain doesn't wanna listen to my will and had shutted off.. i guess there goes my resolution to do okay in physic huh? who cares sia.. certainly not mi.. i've already given up on phy.. tot tt since it is a new sch and everythin i should try to start on a clean slate.. i guess its not meant to be.. but i will still try my damnest to stay awake durin phy.. *cross my heart and hope to die*

2005-04-01T11:21:00.000+08:00

todae had to stay till four for the last lesson.. had quite many breaks in btw.. sianz.. den the last lecture was physics.. din understand wat the lectuerer was talkin bout.. haha.. maybe oso coz i dun realli like physics.. but its like i'm not the onli who din understand the lecture.. the whole lecture was like "huh wat the hell is she talkin about?".. she's already being blacklisted by mi.. hope and pray she's not goin to be my tutor.. haha..

2005-03-31T13:50:00.000+08:00

had a class bonding (sort of.. onli left 10 ppl)at Lot 1 todae.. was quite fun.. we had our lunch at the food court and after tt we played a game using our hands..(dunno wat's the name of the game.. lolx) we had forfeits (not four feets k.. haha).. the guys were sabotagin the gals.. they kept on playin till it reached the gals and started double tappin (which is like reversin the dirction of the flow).. was quite confusin.. haha.. lucky i wasn't one of the gals who did the forfeit.. it was quite outrageous.. we had the gals go to the one of the tables if two guys and ask them for their number.. however they failed to get the number.. not tt it's thier sport.. the guys or rather stranger was not sportin enuff.. asked for their house no.. they said they did not hav it.. the same goes for their fax and hp no.. damn ungentleman lo.. two pretty gals asked for their number they oso rebuff them.. another forfeit had us laughin our heads off (even though it was realli serious).. we dared another two gals to go up to the fruit stall and ask the auntie sellin the fruits how much a payaya cost.. the auntie had replied it's not for sale.. (the funny part comes) they had put the payaya back and started to walk off when suddenly the payaya dropped on the floor and gave a bounce.. when they notice it the auntie had sort of given them a black face.. gruntin something tt can't be heard frm our table.. it was hilarious.. the gals had by then make thier way back to our table (after placin the payaya back), sheepishly.. haha.. it was quite nice.. we should do it again sometime.. maybe wif the whole class this time.. haha..

2005-03-25T14:40:00.000+08:00

haiz.. remember the sub combi i wanted (the c maths, chem and eng?).. well.. i couldn't get tt sub combi.. i was called up to the general office todae during a break frm the talks.. a Mr Tay was lookin for mi.. i was told by my ogl.. i was like thinkin.. did i do anythin wrong? it was like onli the second dae in the sch and i was already being called to the general office.. i went wif apprenhension in mi.. den all of a sudden all was revealed.. i couldn't get the first combi tt i wan.. instead i had to get my sec choice.. when i heard the news i was sooooo heatbroken.. i was like in a daze.. couldn't hear wat the teacher had said bout y i could not get the first choice of mine(could onli hear my heart breakin).. onli rem vaguely tt it was tt the class was not in demand or somethin so they could not open the class.. he tried to offer mi some combi like lit, hist n one other sub(could not recall wat the sub was) and c maths, phy and lit.. i was like i dun wanna take phy( which i dun hav much interest in) and tt's y i rather choose lit which i had more interest in and the reason y i wanna come pj(actually its one of the reasons).. but i guess its true tt fate likes to is havin fun at the expense of men huh? i din wanna take phy.. but in the end im still stuck wif it.. haiz

2005-03-24T12:30:00.000+08:00

start of a new dae at pjc (pioneer junior college).. oso a start of a veri boring dae.. had talks frm 8 all the way to 11.. din realli hear wat the talk was bout.. my brain followin my legs which had in a veri early part of the talk dozed off.. and pathetic mi.. the onli interestin tt happened in sch was tt i had made a new fren (borin huh).. name was Ban(pronunced as burn) short for Parthiban.. had to make our sub combi selection on tt dae itself.. i was in a dilemma frm the dae tt i gotten my posting on the sub combi to choose.. was still undecided till i made a call to my mom.. she gave pretty gd advice.. (duh!) tt's y i finally chose c maths, chem and eng as my first choice.. followed by c maths, chem n phy..